It's only at the end,
When we revere the beginning!!

You take my breath away. When I have the sight of you.
When you're not around
it's then that I have found
that nothing seems to be
good enough for me.
For I'm missing the sweet part
that's deep within my heart
that keeps each breath I take
in a constant search for thee.

You take my breath away.
You make me want to stay
breathless.
And feeling like I do
just from the sight of you
will always make me feel
breathless.

I still visit the door
That was slammed in my face,
Everyday!!

In the hope that maybe
One day the door will open!
That the stone heart of hers will melt
And she will be mine!!

Deep down I know
It's just a delusion!!
But, even if I don't want to
My heart will keep on reiterating
Her name for forever!!
I have faith in myself that
Maybe one day that door will open!!

It's only in our darkest hours
When we listen to our higher calling!!

When soul is replenished and mind is purged of all negativity and deprivity,

When the clouds of dilemma and delusion sheds away,
When long lost thoughts gets direction
And all of a sudden all the pain and sufferings make sense!!

Are you able to breathe right now??!
Well,
Somewhere someone is taking his last one!
So, stop complaining and make sure that your every second counts!

Learn to live your life with what you have and be thankful for it!

It will always be my fault,
For trying too hard
To be enough to somebody!
Who never noticed my efforts.

I'm that kind of person
Who will starve 9 days
So that he can have a feast on 10th.
I'm that kind of person
who wears his heart on his sleeves.

So don't pretend like u know me.
Because you don't.
You only know what I allow you to know.

I will enjoy even the pain,
That is from you!

Even your worst nightmare is
Better than my reality!

My blood will not be on your hands
Though I bleed because of you.

I'm not ur frnd
I'm not ur enemy
I'm a no one
From nowhere land.

Don't expect anything from me
As I don't expect anything from u.
I'm not the same as u knew me.

That person died long time ago.
Now what remains is just a reflection of silence and tranquility.
Time has not dimmed my sensation of revenge.
I can forgive but how can I forget???

But the question is
Who I am now??
I'm what I used to be
From earlier days
The UNKNOWN!!

I never understand
Why do people fear death??
Is it because it separates
Them from their near and dear ones?
Is it because they have to leave the joys and virtues of colorful life?
Is it because they don't know what awaits on the other side?

All around the world in all the ages
There have been one common factor
That we fear death!

What I think is,
"Men fear what they fail to understand"
Nobody knows what death brings with her?

But for me,
Death is a virtue
End of pain and sufferings!!
Separation from this cruel world,
And who knows if the afterlife
Is way better than this one?

Only death is the universal truth!
Rest is just allurement and opulence!
But......... Is it so!??

When you insult me,
And i just simply tolerate
By making a sad face.

Trust me,
Between a sad to happy face
There are many stories left untold.

I maybe a joke to you!
But deep down
I too have got a heart
Full of feelings and emotions.

Sorry, I can't be perfect.
Sorry i won't change myself
For your sake!

I am what I'm
And i won't change myself
For anyone else!

After all these years,
Here I am!
Broken yet rebellious,
Weak yet courageous,
Defeated yet ambitious,

You may call me a loser,
But remember,  
Everything changes,
Summer paves way for the winter,
Nothing ever lasts!

Sick on my journey,
Now only my dreams will wander
In these desolate moors!

One night
I had a dream about a country,
Beyond the skies,
Under the shadow of stars,
The one similar to that of the fairy tales.
Inhabited by such worthy and generous citizens
Who knew very well how to rise above hate and hatred.
A country where there is no distinction between rich and poor,
A country where there is no discrimination between blacks and whites,
A true heaven where caste, creed and race doesn't count!
A place where nobody dies because of hunger and poverty.
A paradise Where everybody enjoys there basic rights.
A place where one can enjoy true peace of soul and mind.
I have a dream that one day I will wakeup in my dream nation!

My lord!  Let my country awake in that paradise on Earth!!

Sometimes,
All I want is
To fast forward the time
So that
At the end I could see
Whether all the time
I lived worth living
Or not??