just in case you have been waiting, someday never comes, it’s always now, it never changes from that, so stop saying it, someday I’m going to do this or that, someday never comes
my mother taught me this on her death bed when I said, (you guessed it)
Lately I've been feeling Disconnected from the world It seems such a dreadful place It feels far away from home
So I come to my safe haven Read and write for hours Write and read some more And I know I'm not alone
For I get to see each of you The outcasts, the weirdos The misfits, the poets... But above all, the kind
My little beacons of hope... My people
It doesn't matter that english is my third language and my poetry *****... you always make me feel special. Just wanted you to know how amazing you are too!
This is not me writing you another poem This is not me Alone It isn’t me Pretending to be Willpowerly I ain’t the one stalking your profile I haven’t been there in a while You won’t find me right nearby Listening for your call I surely have erected An impenetrable wall You won’t hear me ever cry I ain’t got even one more try You won’t hear my wild wolf howl Not because it isn’t there It is me to whom you turn a deaf ear And it’s not me still here
Work I have to do Piling up Making no room for thinking Or peace Or quiet in my brain
Tests So many I learn nothing from them Yet I sacrifice the things that keep me alive For those report cards With an A as a grade
I beg And sob And plead to my mother To let me stay home Because have barely slept in days My brain no longer functions And that despite my medication My panic stays
I didn't have time for reading Or smiling Or poetry And for that last one I'm sorry
Tomorrow I will try harder to read everyone's poems And write some of my own
But for today It's 10:30pm and I still have two tests, history homework, eating, and a shower to take take care of