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Kayla Gutierrez Feb 2020
Waiting for your love on this hot summer day
  I cry and cry the pain still stays
moms pacing in the kitchen making sure I’m okay
My second birthday
It wasn't the only special thing happening today
I was meeting you, Daddy
as you knocked on the door waiting to meet your baby girl
our souls touched and the pain went away
I always knew I was a daddy’s girl,
you were the first man I fell in love with
and the first man to break my heart
now I search this everlasting world
for something so viciously missing in my life,
trying to find someone who can fill the void in my soul,
the void that you were supposed to love,
if I ever meet you I will ask you why my precious face couldn't keep you
I guess no one really knows how addicts choose to live their life
I wanted to be your baby girl
and you wanted to party all night
with random girls, who felt the same as I do today,
the same void because all they wanted was to be a daddy's girl.
Kayla Gutierrez Feb 2020
Explore your mind
give it time
What hasn't come yet soon you’ll find
Explore what’s inside
what is it that you hide?
From this crazy world that lies outside
show me what you like
Show me what you may find
what is it that makes you happy inside
what opens up your eyes?
What is it that makes you look deeper than time
don’t worry, soon to be
every thought inside will be opened up tonight.
Kayla Gutierrez Feb 2020
Skater girl ride, skater girl ride away with me
Put your foot on my grip I'll hold you down while you put up your feet
Let the pain drift aside as we ride down this place
tears fall down fall down your face,
let me make it all okay
as you feel the breeze just embrace all  pain,
then let it go away
balance yourself out I'll make sure the pain will  always stay away
let the negativity go this hate isn't you
open up your mind and let me open up your eyes
don't think about the regret or shame
skater girl ride with me don't shift away
Let the wind hit your face
let reality sink in
just make sure it always stays  
I’ll take you to a place where you aren’t forced to stay
Skater girl ride away.

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