Experiencing a lot all this time
It is hard and it isn't fine
I want this feeling to end
Hoping that my heart will start to mend.

I feel gloomy and blue
Missing the time when I last flew
Everything is as if falling apart
And this really breaks my heart

Smiling but it is just a wile
Hoping that this will end in a while
Looking forward for a better season
That is my only hope and reason.

I've been here for too long
Waiting to heal, to move on and to be strong.

Love is bereft ---abandoned by the heartless
    cry not, nor lament--none is around to listen
     sorrows of the broken heart
    are never assuaged by reason
    
   ..ah ! when would love
  its splendour once more  glisten?
  my pillow I #bite this sombre night
  in tears--I never knew love was such a prison.

No words do this just
It shall remain underwritten
But to sum it all up;
Darling, I'm smitten

I have held
softly pulsing
newborn heartbeat fluttering
breath of love, dying
arc of a life, trying
not to cling
too tightly
to anything

I have touched
directly to my tongue
felt the jolt
spark my lips
so pure
crystallized
I became
undone

I have fought
with abundant faith
despite knowing
the human continuum
feckless tide
love or hate
maybe it really is
up to fate

I have radiated
divine conductor
electric soul
it flows in me
it flows in you
we are all
pure energy
clean-burning fuel