small things of appreciation,
which could be overseen so easily,
a sign of love and care,
Creating meaning by just being there.

*Tenshi

Oh violet sky
Purple hue
You light me up
Happy with you

a burning sensation,
destruction is all over the place,
hatred and despair walking hand in hand,
sadness and sorrow are everything that's left,
worries over worries spinning in your head it's an endless circle,
which brings you even more plain,
the only way not being hurt like this is to ignore the concerns,which brings you nothing, than despair,
so leave them alone even if it is the hardest thing to do,
it seems better to be not concerned as to try to help,

*Tenshi

I pretend that my heart doesn’t sink
when I remember, only fragments of you

I pretend to want this life
even when I can no longer stomach it

I pretend not to notice my scars
underneath my new green skirt

I pretend to be alive
despite my decaying soul

Everything is flashing by,
fast and without a moment of enjoyment,

*Tenshi

Unseen in the shadows,
in the darkness of the night,
behind the waterfalls,
in the mystic forest,
lies a pure treasure,
which only people with a pure heart,
could see and find,
something which is long forgotten,
and never found,
it lies deep within yourself,
but you're too blind to see it,
the pure and lovely treasure of
warmth and love,
but you're deceived from anger and hatred,
so you have forgotten that there are such feelings,

*Tenshi

Feelings are very difficult to understand and so easy to underestimate,
In one moment they are like a colorful explosion,
full of happiness, joy and excitement
In the other moment they are like a destructive force,
full of  pain, sadness and sorrow,


*Tenshi

I shall feast tonight
feast on the things I wish I was
and feast on what I desire
you are what you eat, after all

I shall feast tomorrow
I'll stab everything with a fork
scoop everything out with a spoon
and devour it, devour it all!

I shall feast for weeks to come  
I'll force myself to become what I'm crunching on
whether it be the sweetest personality, or the bitterness of a new look
anything I desire, I willingly swallow  

I shall feast forever
feast forever on gender, appearance, and a personality
and I will eat it
I will cram everything down my throat and consume everything

Yet after I eat all the things I want
I shall never be satisfied
with what I've become
and this glorious feast
will last for eternity
as I willingly overfeed myself
to a far-fetched dream
that I shall never reach