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 Nov 2014 Turtle Eyes
WickedHope
I've been the girl with straight As
I've been the girl who is lusted after
I've been the girl with a flock of followers
I've been the girl who has everything

I've been the girl failing every course
I've been the girl rejected and used
I've been the girl ostracized, the victim, the joke
I've been the girl with nothing

I'm the girl drowning in her head
I'm the girl who has stopped eating
I'm the girl playing with blades
I'm the girl that hates her own life
Becoming depressed again.
That was fun while it lasted I guess.
Sorry for the utter stupidity of this piece.
Hey you.
Yeah, you.
The one looking in the mirror and hating yourself.
The one muttering your flaws to yourself.
STOP bullying yourself.
It is not okay to bully anyone.
That includes you.
When you insult yourself decide if you would say that to a sweet 7 year old. Decide if you would say that to your best friend. Decide if you would say that to your mother.
Don't waste my time
I have so little of it
But
If you're going to waste my time
Make it worth the pain
Make it a wildride
Don't tell me lies
I don't have room in my head for those
But
If you're going to tell me lies
Make it worth the betrayal
Make it a pretty lie
Don't talk **** about me
I've taken enough of that in my life
But
If you're going to talk **** about me
Make it worth the exasperation
Make it creative
DON'T waste my love though.
No buts or ifs
I only have so much of it left...
Kinda sad right now :/ I don't know just reflecting on how much **** I've dealt with, been through and caused. Also how much love I have wasted. So so much love and time I can't get back.
 Nov 2014 Turtle Eyes
DiamondGirl
We are surrounded by drama it seems
It rips us apart
And we both struggle to put it back together
I look to the sky and say
How much longer can we do this
This wicked game
Who will bow out
Who will cave
I just end up so afraid...
 Nov 2014 Turtle Eyes
Catalleya
I know others had it worse
I know others had it better
I really wish i could get my life together
 Nov 2014 Turtle Eyes
DiamondGirl
There are no words but there are pictures that dance in my mind and warm my heart
When you are wearing your sweater or
Waiting for me to eat
Coming back to kiss me or
Playing my favorite songs
Bringing me tea and chocolate or
Choosing to order lunch instead of make it
An un expected rose or roses or
An unexpected plan
Surprise CDs or ...

Oh my darling I will never forget these supremely sweet gestures.
I could not even tell you with words how happy you make me, but-
My body feels like it's on its favorite spiny ride and it never wants to stop.

You have filled my world with love and
You're right!
There are no words but there are so many sweet scenes in my mind.
You are truly one of my kind!
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