I'll say goodbye.

I have loved and lived, I have lived and sinned and my sins I pray god forgives. I try so hard to Stay away but you say no way and you pull me back in with your lies but now I'll say godbye.

I have did some things I'm not proud but all I wanted was your acceptance and love. I have lied And cheated I have cheated and lied so now I'll say goodbye

I know I was dumb I was just having fun, but I guess I got too caught up in my lies. today is the
day I am changing my ways I can no longer live in these lies. that's it I am done I hate this man I Have become so now I say goodbye.

By T.J. Tom.

I See us

I want to hold you in my arms.
I want to dance with you under the light of the moon,
as we did so many years ago.


I want you near.
I want you to hold you, dear.


Simply put, I want you.
I want you, I want the you I no longer know.


I think it's slipping away.
I feel it, I feel it every day.


I sit on this dock.
I am feeling the breeze, watching the waves sway with the wind.
I see us in the water.
We are drowning.
This can't be the end.

11/23/2019
T.J. Tom

One day.

One day, I'll know peace.
One day I will know love, maybe.
One day,  my existence will cease,
One day the reaper will come for me.

My mind is going to a place, where everything is black.
My sanity is going away again, and it's not coming back.
I wanna cry like a lost baby
I tell myself I love my life,
Its a lie I tell myself daily.

I am alive, but my spirit feels dead.
I'm breathing, but every breath is filled with dread.

One day,  my existence will cease,
One day my reaper will come for me.

Thomas James Tom
3/5/2019

Llama Love

Well I  met her down in Oklahoma when I was just eighteen.
She really had it going on if you know what I mean.

She's my sweet little thing,
She's my sugar mama,
Hot dam! Why did I have to go and fall in love with a llama.

Well you know It  felt so very wrong,
But she looked so very right.
I whispered  in her ear,
"Do you wanna come over here  tonight?"
She let out a neigh or whatever llamas say

Hot dam! little mama, I'm in love with a llama

Oh, now I'm banned from the zoo,
What will I do? Hotter than a sauna I love this llama.
Now I'm stuck in jail
I can't make bail.
Hot dam little mama
I'm in jail for stealing this llama.

By:Thomas James Tom
7/8/2019
Edited and revised 1/8/2020 by a very ****** man.