Nobody notices the girl who gets nothing on Valentines day.
She feels like a ghost, floating through the halls. She feels the most lonely on days she should feel the most loved.
Spacing out, feeling her heart sink, Her mind slowing.
Focusing only on what it's like to feel alone.
Isn't that sad?

and I can't shake this malady
I want to blur the lines of reality

.....The brush, rush the paint the
                        grudge    
    is ripe cultivate it or let it rust.
  The paint stail the painter frail.
   Caved canvas in sails of a sailor.
  Clash of nembuses the skin pailer  
as thunder walts ashore the ocean,
ballets on the sea like sworns with
wings intertwined dancing with the
                         wind.
You'll love the voice of melody when  
               harmony sings.
   Deep bliss drowns sins so reach
    the glimpse of peace and live

                 Poets coherent,
          honest with even pens
     and odd ends. Warm hearts
               with cold hands.
      Portraying all tales of time.
Write about bright lives bright in
     night stars riding dark skies,
                            Or
    The bane caved in same plains
       of pain as faith fades they
         aim pens on blank pages
               as sanity escapes
Vail veils of age and grow young
                         again.

So ... V ...
  
Will You be .... ??? ....
My Valentine ... ???
  
HeLLLLLLL NO ...... !!!!!!! ........
I'd rather spend my time ....
Writing poems ... That DEFINE ... !!!
THE TRUTH .......... to..........
"STUPID" ... female minds ... !!!!
  
YES ..... I'M SINGLE ..... !!!!!
That's ..... My Crime  .....
But ..... It's by ... CHOICE ... !!!
NOT BY ... Design ... !!!! ...
  
So take ... " Your Time " ...
Before you judge ....
  
My View ... on  this thing ...
Called .... "VALENTINES" ... !!?!! ...
  
It's Tough ... being single ... !!!
But ..... I'm doing ... FINE ... !!!
  
Give me a ... Bacardi ...
with some ... " Lime " ...
  
A Caribbean Coastline ....
with ..... " Sunshine " ..... !!!!
and I ... WON'T NEED ... A ...
..... "VALENTINE" ..... !!!!!! ....
  
Valentines' Day....
is now .... Commercial .... !!!
  
So i'll ...
cut to the chase ... like ...
.... "TOUCHE TURTLE" .... !!!!!!
  
Hold Up ... Hold Up .... !!!!!
I'm NOT ... " DUM DUM " .... !!!!!
and ..... Don't Believe .....
That ... " ANY OLD GIRL " ...
Can Replace ... " MY MUM " ... !!!!!
  
My Mum ... Gave Me ....
What I ... KNOW To Be ... !!!
  
......... " LOVE " ..........
  
" Love " ... WITHOUT ...
... " CONDITION " ... !!!
  
YEAH ..... !!!!! .....
  
THAT'S ... The One ... !!!!!
.... " TRUE LOVE " ....
That .... Mothers ....
Give ... Their Sons ... !!!
  
But girls now ... " WANT " ... !!!
Such ... " Lavish Things " ... !!!!!!
  
while men are ... " Simply " ...
Now ...... " VICTIMS " ..... !!!!!
of This .... " Cash Driven " ....
  
" Valentines " .... STING .... !!!!!
  
" Buy Me This ! " .... and ....
" Buy Me That ! " ... !!!!!! ...
  
But Fellas  ...........
If you ... " Fall For That " ... !?!
  
You'll ... QUICKLY FALL ... !!!!!!!!!!
"Into" .... Her .... " TRAP " .... !!!
And YOU ..... NOT Her ... !!!
Will be ... "*****-SLAPPED" ... !!!!
  
Cos' ... This becomes ....
what they .... " EXPECT " ... !!!!!
and Love's ... No Longer ... !!!
The ... " OBJECT " ... !!!! ...
  
But ... " Buying Her " ... !!!
So You .... "PROTECT" ....
An Image .... But ....
Where's Your ... RESPECT ... ???
  
Hell Yes .... !!!!!!! .....
These Things .....
Make Me ... " OBJECT " .... !!!
cos' .... " MONEY GIRLS " ....
Have got ... " DEFECTS " ...
  
So They are .... " SIMPLY " ....
Good For ..... " *** " ...... !!!!!!
  
It's Time .... Ladies ....
For A ... " REALITY " ... CHECK ... !!!
cos' girls want ... CASH ... !!!
NOT ... " Bouncing Cheques " ... !!!!!
  
This ... NONSENSE ...
........ REALLY .........
Gets me .... VEX .... !!!!!!!!
  
Young Girls ... Have Got ...
This ...... " ATTITUDE " ......
  
They're ...
"ALWAYS RIGHT "... !!!
and men are ... FOOLS .... ?!?
  
Well Me ... I'm just ...
Remaining ... COOL ...
  
because I ... " Stick To " ....
..... " Basic Rules " ......
  
and try to ... " USE " ...
My ... " Mental Tools " ...
  
cos' ... Most ... Young Girls ...
are just ..... " Confused " ..... ?!!??
and .... Basically ....
are ... TOO **** RUDE ... !!!!! ...
  
So ... If I say ... ???
  
"Babe, I like you !
Let's go out, and
share some food !"
  
Before you ... " CHEW " .... !!!
Let's share some ... VIEWS ... !!!
  
On ... WHAT ... " Fo' REAL "...
Matters ....  " To YOU " .... !!!!!
  
cos' ... This is ... CLEAR ...
I'm NOT ... " Tom Cruise " ... !!!
or .... " DENZEL " .... !!!!!
  
They're ... NOT ...
in ... " My Shoes " ... !!!!
  
I wear ... SIZE TWELVE ... !!!!!
So ... You can ... " Choose " ...
Whose bedroom .....
You Should ..........
Come .... " INTO " .... !!!! ....
  
Not for... *** !!!!!!
But Some ... " Sweet Music " ....
On ... " My Decks " ..... !!!!! .....
  
Maybe Later ... ???
We Can ... FLEX ... !?!
Our ... " Mental Muscles " ....
Then have ... " *** " .... !!!! ....
  
So ....
To .... You Girls ....
  
Who ...
DON'T LIKE ... My Views ...
  
CHECK YOURSELF .... !!!!!!
Do I ... " Hate You " ... ???
  
or am I Simply ... saying things ...
" That " ... In Your Heart ...
You KNOW  ... Are .... " True "  .... ?!?
  
I Don't ...
Hate Women ... !!!! ...
I Don't ...
Believe in ... HATE .... !!!
  
But Girls' ... ATTITUDES NOW ...
I Must .... " BERATE " .... !!!!! ....
  
Oh well ... I Guess ...
It's Now ... " TOO LATE "  ... !!!
For me to ... Ask You ...
On a .... " DATE " .... !!!!!
  
It seems .....
I've got ... TOO MANY LINES ... !!!!
That .... Bypass Girls ....
Who Take .... " COKELINES " .... !!!!
  
So To ... " Those Ladies " ...
Who Are ... FINE ... !!!!! ...
  
NOT JUST ... In looks ...
But In  ........
Their ... " Minds " ... !!!!
  
Will YOU be ............ ?!?
  
MY VALENTINE ..... ?????? .....

Ok.
So it's Valentines day.
I'm alone,
but I'm in love again.
                                    The chemicals in my brain are firing pleasure sensors
                                     or whatever that science **** says.
                                      It bothers me that I live a lie no matter what truth I embrace
but whatever

I'm in love with his smile
his laugh
how he and I know exactly what each other is thinking
telepathy is our ESP.
If he knew was me
he would know it was him
still is him
by the way

I'm in love with his poetry
his voice
Every new thing I learn
Is a starburst in my heart

I know I look like a stalker
the way I follow him
but seeing him is my sanity

I have to believe
he will love me one day
if I want to live
another day