Zoomed right out
Insignificance crept in,
Getaway tokens tucked,
Pent up angst, unfurled.
To flee the familiar
Not doing this to cause hurt
It just has to be this way,
Staying is not viable.
Need new air to breathe,
New faces to avoid eye contact with,
To make the unknown my known
It's my goal and only.
In search of enlightened souls,
to caress my core.
Been loved in the past,
Am willing to think about trying.
Looking for new stars to count,
New smells to turn my nose up at.
The frigid life is no longer happening,
Dying is better than meandering.
Confidence should find me,
On what ever page of the atlas I inhabit.
Former acquaintances should forget.
For it is whats best.
Running away to start afresh but finding it hard to shake the bad behavior and thoughts that made fleeing necessary in the first place.