A deep cut or a shallow one
What's the difference?
Crying or bleeding
What's the difference?
Living or dying
What's the difference?
With or without you?
What's the difference?

The way we walk
The way we talk
How we look
The way we took
The love we thought we deserved
But now I'm slighty disturbed
Of how expectations detain our imagination
With no further statement
Of debate or suspicion
That our lives aren't to be demolished
They are to be lived the way we want them
Not the way their expected

When I look in the mirror
I see a nightmare
Looking back at me
Dark circles under my eyes
Deepening everyday
Skin getting paler
Never seeing the light of day
When I look in my eyes
I see no fire
Burning anymore
I see a ghost
Of my dreams
Looking back at me
When I look at my wrists
I see scars of my past
Opening up again
I see the blood from my veins
Looking back at me
When I look in the mirror
I see my worst nightmare
Becoming a reality

The slightest smile
The quitest laugh
The shortest kiss
The dimmest light
That touches your eyes
The small moment of happiness
That fills your heart
Savor it while it lasts
Because it might never happen again.

Guys with money and fancy cars dont impress me
Guys with open hearts do
Love is within the eye of the beholder
Not the page of a magizne
Love is in your heart and soul
Not the Wallet of your "half of the whole"
Love is the one who can hold you at night
Love is the one who can put up the fight

Ticking away
Awaiting to explode
In the middle of my heart
Silent on the outside
But shrieking in my soul
Cutting connections
Breaking skin
Breaking bone
Breaking hearts
A clean break
To save
The tears and sobs
Inside of us
Im a ticking time bomb
That you cant defuse

He is the shadow I hide from
He is the darkness in my eyes
He the knife in my heart
He is the tears in my eyes
He is the voice is my nightmares
He is the mocking tune of this twisted melody
He is the reason I'm scared
To be loved by anybody