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17.8k · Sep 2017
Estudyante
Eunoia Sep 2017
Isa, dalawa, tatlong yapak sa putik.
Isa, dalawa, tatlong lubog sa tubig.
Isa, dalawa, tatlong pugpog ng alikabok sa aking mga paa.

Hindi ako marunong magsalita ng Tagalog.

"Roel! Bilisan mo naman maglakad, patay tayo kay Ginang Cruz." Sambit ni rey.

"Oo sandali lang natumba ako sa putikan."

"Ang lampa mo kasi." Nagtawanan kaming lahat pagkwa'y tumakbo nang ubod bilis.

Mga kamag-aral ko sila. Palagi kaming magkakasabay sa paglakad sa umaga patungo sa eskwela. Natutuwa ako sapagkat masaya silang nag-aasaran kahit hindi ko naman maintindihan ang sinasabi nila. Nahihiya ako kaya nag-eensayo ako sa bahay o habang kami ay naglalakad, pabulong-bulong, ginagaya ang pagbikas ng bibig; ang pagsara, ang pagbukas.

Mga kamag-aral ko sila. Isang buong grupo kami na wari ba'y batalyon ng mga sundalo na handang sumabak sa giyera; may putik ang laylayan ng pantalon at basa ang mga paa.

Uy malapit na kami sa eskwela, ilang hakbang na lang; tumakbo sila, gayundin ako, mabilis. Nagpatuloy sila ngunit ako'y biglang huminto.

"Oo nga pala, hanggang dito na lamang ako", mahinang sambit sa sarili. Natigilan ako, lumiwanag ang mukha at sumilay ang tuwa. Tumakbo ako papalayo sa eskwela't papalapit sa palayan kung saan tutulong ako sa anihan. "Marunong na ako magsalita ng Tagalog!" Sigaw ko sabay yakap sa mga aanihing palay. Salamat sa mga kasabay kong maglakad tuwing umaga, salamat sa mga kamag-aral ko sa kalsada.
Dagli
12.2k · Aug 2017
Daang Ulan
Eunoia Aug 2017
Hindi, Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nakatayo sa harap ng madla
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako gumawa ng tula  
Pero sige magsisinungaling  pa ako, magsinungaling pa ako hangga't mapaniwala ko ang lahat maski ang sarili ko
Magsisinungaling pa ako hangga't maputol na ang dila ko sa kasalanang ginagawa nito

Itatangi ko sa lahat na sumali ako dito upang mailabas lahat ng hinanakit ko
Itatangi ko sa lahat na napudpud ang lapis ko habang binubuo ang tulang ito
Itatangi ko sa lahat na ilang papel ang nasayang ko sapagkat nabasa lamang ito ng luhang dahilan ng pagngiti mo
At magsisinungaling at magsisinungaling pa ako hangga't makita na ng lahat ang salitang 'SISI' sa ginagawa kong pagsisinungaling

Hindi ko sinasabing nagsisisi ako dahil minahal kita sinasabi ko lamang nagsisisi akong naniwala ako sa malakas na ulan
Hindi ko sinasabing nagsisisi ako dahil nakilala kita sinasabi ko lamang nagsisisi ako dahil nagpatangay ako sa malakas na hanging habagat
Hindi ko sinasabing nagsisisi ako sa paglapit mo sinasabi ko lamang nagsisisi akong lumingon ako sa bintana
Ngunit mahal kahit kailan hindi ko itatanging nagsisisi akong Umasa ako sa akala ko'y Ulang magtatagal ayun pala'y dumaan lamang

Masakit sa pakiramdam maalala ang paghila mo sa aking kamay sabay sabing "halika at magtampisaw tayo" Habang bumubuhos ang malakas na ulan suot pa natin ang uniporme nating dalawa
Naririnig ko ang halakhak mo Habang masayang tumatalon dinadama ang mumunting butil ng ulan

Samantalang ako'y nakatingin sa kamay nating magkahugpo at sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon nabanggit sa harapan mo ang katagang nakakubli sa aking puso
"Mahal Kita" ngunit ngiti lamang ang sinukli mo
"Mahal Kita" ngunit yakap lamang ang ginanti mo
"Mahal kita" ngunit ang sinabi mo lamang ay "halika umuwi na tayo"

Lumipas ang mga araw at narinig ko nanaman ang halakhak mo
Nilusong ko ang malakas na ulan upang mahawakan mo ulit ang kamay ko
Habang masaya kang lumulundag sinasalo ang butil ng ulan na siyang pumapatak sa mukha mo
Ngunit mahal nadurog ako ng makita kita sa ulan,

Nadurog ako sapagkat kamay ng iba ang hawak mo ngunit hindi katulad ng saatin nakatitig ka sa mata niya habang dinadama ang ulan
"Mahal kita" nginitian mo siya
"Mahal kita" inakap mo siya
"Mahal kita" ngunit sinabi **** "Mahal din kita"

Tumigil ang ulan ngunit hindi ang pagdurugo ko
Nilisan ko ang lugar kung saan nabasa ako
Umuwi ako sa bahay inaapoy ng lagnat at tinanong ni Nanay "bakit hindi nasuspinde?"

Tinitigan ko siya ng diretso sa mata sabay sabing
"Daang ulan lang naman daw po"
Oo tama!, daan lamang malakas ngunit hindi magtatagal
malakas ngunit nakakapinsala
Daan lamang pala

Sana hindi na lang ako nagpahila
Sana hindi na lang ako umasa
At sana pala'y nagdala ako ng payong nang sa gayon ay hindi na ako namomroblema kung paano maiiwasan ang patak nitong malakas na ulan
My first ever piece of Filipino Spoken Word Poetry
Eunoia Aug 2017
Tinta at Papel ang aking kalasag,
Ipaglalaban kita mahal,
Gamit ang mga salita't letra,
Lulunurin kita sa mga tugma't tayutay,
Ganito kasi magmahal ang isang manunulat.
Eunoia Aug 2017
Ako'y natatawa sa'king nakikita
Lahat ay naging makata pagkatapos ng
100 tula para kay Stella,
Paggawa ng isang akda'y hindi ko minamasama,
Sadyang nagulat lamang ako nang mabasa ang katha ng isang kakilalang itinatakwil ang larangan nang pagsusulat,
Sinasabi nilang sila'y katulad ni Fidel, mahilig magsulat pinglalaruan ang bawat salita
Ngunit bakit taliwas ito sa'king nakikita?
Gayong piyesa nga nina Balagtas, Rizal at Bonifacio ay iyong sinukuan?
Lumikha nga ng isang simpleng sanaysay iyong minumura,
Sinasabing "Ano ang kahalagahan ng tugma't taludturan?"
Kaya sabihin mo nga saakin mahal na kaibigan, nararapat ba talaga kitang tawaging isang manunulat?
Hinaing at katanungan ng isang taong matagal na sa larangan nang pagsusulat
Eunoia Aug 2017
Igawa mo ako ng isang istorya,
Ito ang huling hiling ng babaeng iyong pinagtabuyan,
Igawa mo ako ng isang Istorya,
Wala siyang pakielam kahit siya pa ang gawin **** kontrabida,

Igawa mo ako ng isang istorya,
At hahayaan ka na niyang bumuo ng sarili **** tema,
Patayin mo man siya sa dulo,
Hindi man siya ang iyong makatuluyan,

Wala kang maririnig na anumang sumbat,
Tuparin mo lamang ang munti niyang pangarap,
Igawa mo ako ng isang Istorya,
Huwag mo lamang sana itong pagkaitan ng emosyon at oras,

Nakakaiyak, Nakakatakot, Nakakakilig, Nakatutuwa-
Hindi siya magdaramdam,
Basta't gawan mo lamang siya ng isang istoryang may wakas,

Wakas na ipinagkait mo sakaniya sa inyong realidad,
Wakas na kaniyang hinahanap upang makalaya sa hawla ng "Bakit?" at "Paano?"
Igawa mo ako ng isang istorya,
At ako nama'y aawit saiyo ng isang elehiya.
1.0k · Aug 2017
My Unexpected Visitor
Eunoia Aug 2017
Someone knocked at my door,
I came running almost slipped on the floor,
You ring the bell up to four,
I said "I'm coming" and was shocked to see an Unexpected Visitor,

My stomach cringed when I saw your face,
My lips are trembling by your presence,
My weary eyes are full of dismay,
And then you asked me "How are you my sweet nightingale?"

My voice was caged inside my mouth,
Sending you out is what I want
But instead of that I open my door,
Cover my oblivious uneasiness and said "I'm fine, come into my house; just sit in the sofa, I'll be back in an hour"

My breathing is too hard,
Being with you is too harsh,
And after a while I came back to you, holding a glass of orange juice
I saw how you drank the remaining drops, wishing that you'll be choke and die in your spot

I asked you"Why are you here?"
Anticipating for your answer "It's all because of you"
But who I am to fool myself?
When you answered me, you're here to pick up your new girl

I wanted to strangle your neck with my hands
How could you visit me like I'm not your ex lover?
But as an educated person I treat you like my guest, eventhough I wanted to send you--- back to the hell
Then you finally decided to leave, before my hand meet your face, but before I close my door, I said something that made you stiff,
"Never come back in my life again, for you are not welcome here anymore, you wasted the chance I gave you before, so please Never Come Back you are an Unexpected Visitor".
845 · Sep 2017
Suicide
Eunoia Sep 2017
Black and White,
That's all I can see,
I am tired of it,
So I paint it with red using my wrist.
835 · Aug 2017
Sa Kabilang Dako
Eunoia Aug 2017
Iibahin ko muna ang pinapaksa ko ngayon
Ayoko muna bumatay sa naging biktima ng sitwasyon
Doon muna ko pupwesto sa kabilang dako
Kung saan naging dahilan ng pagluha mo

Una nagagalit ka sapagkat iniwan ka niya
Nagbago ka sapagkat sinaktan ka niya
Ngunit kasalanan ba ng mahal mo iyon?
Kung ang dating pagmamahal niya'y bigla na lang naglaho

Ang pagsusulit tuwing natatapos ang isang Markahan
Ay may pagpipiliang inilalaan  "A,B,C,D" Apat na letra, ngunit iisa lamang ang dapat bigyang halaga

Ngunit tandaan mo sa larangan ng pag ibig ay dalawa lamang ang makikita
Yun ay ang salitang
"Mahal ko pa"
"Hindi ko na Mahal"
Mahirap pumili, Mahirap sumugal
Sapagkat nakatayo ka sa gitna kung saan sinasabing
"Baka naman meron pa"
550 · Aug 2017
Hey Girl
Eunoia Aug 2017
Hey girl!
Look at yourself
You hate her right?
My question is 'Why?'

Hey girl!
Take off your clothes,
Don't be coy,
You can break down now,

Hey Girl!
Look into the mirror,
Not in your reflection,
But in your eyes

See that face?
Ugly right?
It should be covered and repair,
So go to the doctors and fixed that mistake

See that skin?
Filled with lines and scratch,
Painted with black or white,
So drink that chemicals and sacrifice your life

See that size?
Thin or Big,
Fill your tub, Cut yourself
So you can follow their style

See that height?
Small or Short,
Buy that heels, Risk your life, hurt yourself
So you can have a place in this materialistic world

But hey girl!
Aren't you tired?
Can't you just be satisfied?
Look into your soul, she's begging for you to stop

Cry for a moment,
Let your tears clear the insecurities that covered your eyes,
You don't need to be perfect,
Just free yourself from their voices

Because Hey Girl!
Accept your flaws,
Chin Up and smile,
For you are beautiful just the way you are
For every girl around the world, Hey girl you can't please everybody they will hate and judge you in every way so please don't change yourself just to satisfy them.
512 · Aug 2022
The Best Man
Eunoia Aug 2022
She's walking down the aisle
With her father by her side,
She's looking at her man,
And God knows she's so In love

Perfection is her name
When I saw her in her white dress,
Imagine me in her place,
Is the illusion I've been seeing,

I looked away when their lips collide,
And says 'I do' without any doubt
My heart wants to burst in dismay,
Wants to escape this tragic event,

But ruining this day is not my intention,
Can't afford to see her eyes consumed by negative emotions,
She's giving me a million reasons to love her,
But there is only one reason for me to hate her,

For I know that this is the last round of the fight,
The epilogue of the fantasy I always dreamt about,
She finally wears the crown I've been admiring at,
For she is already the bride of the man I love.
Eunoia Aug 2017
Twinkle, Twinkle little star
How are you my long lost love?
Up above the world so high
We lost each other and now you're gone
Twinkle, Twinkle little star
I saw you, you're with him now
405 · Sep 2017
The Most Dangerous Weapon
Eunoia Sep 2017
You never knew what you can do
If you use this thing out of the blue
It can break or make, but never ends
For words can **** you with just one said.
365 · Aug 2017
Kiss
Eunoia Aug 2017
Bloodshot eyes,
Papers are burned,
Inks dried up,
Can I write my poetry in your lips?
349 · Oct 2017
Constellation
Eunoia Oct 2017
I can still remember the night you told me to looked up the sky,
You point out the brightest stars and show me how an image can form every time you slid your finger to fill the gaps they have,
It was blurry at first,
But you looked into my eyes and said 'Just Focus and wait',

So that's what I did,
The image became clear,
Just like how our relationship to me,
I finally connect the actions you've done,

How your hands felt cold everytime it helds mine,
How your lips tremble everytime you kiss me goodnight,
How your hugs became suffocating whenever you caged me in your ams,
And how your words became knives whenever you said 'I'm still the one',

Your promises was dead a million years ago,
Same as how the stars fades everytime the morning came,
So when you told me to looked up the sky one last time,
I saw our constellation,

It was the brightest of them all,
But the shine it's giving is too blinding for my eyes,
And that was the last image I've ever seen,
For I name it 'Broken Stars' just like how we end the love story we had.
331 · Aug 2022
Meal
Eunoia Aug 2022
As I refuse and restrict myself to eat;
The anxiety and guilt began to eat the remains of my thinning sanity.
As I continue to conceal;
The more I am drawn to devour the night, never to be seen in the daylight.
324 · Aug 2017
Blankong Papel (Blank Page)
Eunoia Aug 2017
Ganyan ako nang lumapit sayo
Umasa akong pupunan mo ng tinta ang bawat espasyong nakikita mo,
Ngunit mahal,
Masyado palang madiin ang pagkakasulat mo

Nabutas ako't nasugatan,
Ngunit hindi mo Ininda ang bawat pagtangis ko,
Hindi mo ininda ang bawat parteng nilukot mo sa aking katawan,  habang mahigpit **** hinahawakan ang mismong "Ako"
At ng magsawa ka na sa pagsira mo

Kumuha ka ng panibago ngunit hindi katulad ng saakin ang ganda nang pagkakasulat mo sa bagong papel na hawak mo
At alam mo ba yung mas masakit?
Yung katotohanang pinalitan mo ang salitang "AKO" para lamang sa panandaliang "KAYO"
300 · Oct 2017
Blind
Eunoia Oct 2017
Who's the real blind in this world?
People who lost their vision literally?
Or
People who shut their eyes when it comes to love and reality?
Tell me, Who is?
Eunoia Aug 2017
The sky is crying,
The wind is blowing,
The weather is cold,
But his stares are blazing with fire,
He asked me to tell him the truth,
So I answered,
"Yes, Yes I am"
Hatred is what I see,
So I closed my eyes, for me not to feel,
And after the countdown of 1, 2, 3
I open my eyes to see his back facing me,
Apologizing in you inside my mind is the only thing that I can do,
For I am the one who stole cupid's arrow, that meant to hit the both of you.
Forcing something that wasn't meant for you can only lead you to your own misery
Eunoia Aug 2017
I am the wolf who howls every night,
For I am crying,
For the love I can't have
255 · Aug 2017
Pretending
Eunoia Aug 2017
Her face is so bright,
Like a starlight of the night
Her smile is so sweet,
Like a candy in your mouth
But no one can notice, the bitterness of her eyes
Because everyone sees her, as the statue of love
Every night she's in her room,
Crying until she fall asleep
Screaming his name,
Wishing that he was still here,
He left her without saying goodbye
Now,
She's left clueless wondering why
She might be okay in everyone's eyes
But the truth is, she's hiding behind the mask,
Still waiting for him,
To comeback in her life
Eventhough she knows
The footprints are gone
One day you'll see her,
Smiling under the rain
Trying hard to hide her tears,
Trying hard to fulfill their needs,
But whenever I look,
Directly into her eyes
Tiredness is what I see,
Longing is what I feel
And now she's gone
Like a rain in the sky
Realization hit us
That love is gone,
Pretention is done.
248 · Sep 2017
Rosaline
Eunoia Sep 2017
No one knows my name,
I am the unseen character of 'Romeo and Juliet',
No one recognizes my pain,
For it was hidden between the pages,
Juliet's place should be mine,
I am the first one who holds his heart,
For Rosaline is the real name of Romeo's first love.
We can conclude that Rosaline is his first love while Juliet is his true love.
240 · Sep 2017
Ruined Cosmetics
Eunoia Sep 2017
I can see the damage you have every night,
Eventhough you wear your make-up as the sun rise up,
The smudges of lipstick in your lips shows how cruel his kiss can be,
The stains of your mascara tells the story of how the princess turned into a slave for his evil prince.
237 · Aug 2017
Childish Adults
Eunoia Aug 2017
Maturity is gone when you've fallen in love,
Words are not enough to define the meaning of love
this is the reality we're facing,
the battle with no assurance of winning,
but everyone keeps on hanging,
for they know that the thing they've been fighting for is worthy enough from the beginning.
237 · Oct 2017
Fame
Eunoia Oct 2017
I am blinded by the lights,
Their claps sustain my life,
Can't recognize the person now,
That eyes are no longer mine.
Fame can be dangerous
236 · Sep 2017
Bread
Eunoia Sep 2017
Mary is her name,
A five year old child,
I always see her eating a loaf bread,
She says her drunkard father gives it to her everyday,
So one day I invited her to our place,
And gave her a piece of white bread,
Shockness invade my system,
As she took off the little clothes covering her petite body,
But everything makes sense to me when she says the words I never thought I could Imagine,
"What game should we play today?, should I serve you just like how I served my father?"
True to life story
231 · Sep 2017
Fly
Eunoia Sep 2017
Fly
My dream is to fly,
Elevate my feet on the ground,
That's why I followed the voices inside my head,
I flew in my room,
With the rope who made my dream come true
Suicide entry #2
206 · Aug 2017
My Fictional Sweetheart
Eunoia Aug 2017
I hold you everytime,
I kiss you every night,
I hug you every hour,
You are my one and only man

But honey they're laughing at me,
Saying I'm a fool
For loving a man who's made up of words and bind as a book.
201 · Oct 2017
Autumn
Eunoia Oct 2017
Everything that fall gets broken,
But sometimes broken things become masterpiece
Just like flowers and leaves during autumn mist
192 · Sep 2017
I'm not her
Eunoia Sep 2017
He asked me a question I thought was meant for me,
'Can you love me unconditionally?'
'Yes I can'
'So why does she can't?'
And that line broke me inside.
186 · Aug 2017
Beauty is the Beast
Eunoia Aug 2017
What if the situation is reverse?

Can he still hold her hands eventhough it is more hairy and bigger than him?

Can he still join her to eat dinner, eventhough Manners no longer exist in her?

Can he still look at her eyes without any trace of fear?

Can he still dance with her under the moonlight eventhough she's more manly than him?

Can he still protect her with all his might from the people who wants to keep them apart?

Tell me...

Can the prince still love Belle eventhough beauty is no longer her name?
The reality of life
184 · Aug 2017
Barrier Between Them
Eunoia Aug 2017
He's too tired of her dramas
That's why he shuted her out
She's too tired, begging for his love
That's why she finally leaves him behind,
This is the ending of their journey,
The last stage of their love story,
For they never listen to the heart, of one another.
Communication is the best tool for every relationships
183 · Sep 2017
Wright, Right, Write
Eunoia Sep 2017
You are known as the perfect Wright for my heart,
Thought that I already found my long lost Mr. Right,
But honey you became a two-faced guy, who pushed me to Write a novel about a man who died begging for everyone's love.
182 · Oct 2017
Fear
Eunoia Oct 2017
The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear
And the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown
-HP Lovecraft
179 · Sep 2017
Color Blind
Eunoia Sep 2017
Colorful things
That's what he gives
Little did he know
That the girl he pursue
Can't see the life in every roses he placed in her hands
178 · Aug 2017
Hera
Eunoia Aug 2017
Can you blame her?
If she's too paranoid and mad?
Can you hate her?
If you just know how insecure she is?
Don't talk back when she throws her pit on you,
For she's just questioning herself why does her man can't be contented in her arms,
Don't tell her to leave and find another guy
For she knows to herself that the person who always tear her apart is also the one who can make her heart alive
A lady that share the same personality as Hera? Hiii!!! I want to know you
177 · Sep 2017
Dummy Account
Eunoia Sep 2017
The irony is
We all have our other self
Used to express who we really am
So why did we named it as 'dummy'?
176 · Sep 2017
Rape
Eunoia Sep 2017
My agony is their pleasure,
Their dreams are my nightmares,
No one ever heard my voice,
When I was marked by the person I didn't know.
174 · Sep 2017
Poisonous Pleasure
Eunoia Sep 2017
I am burning with desire,
Kiss your lips is what I want,
Eventhough I know it will going to be a dangerous love.
170 · Aug 2017
Elle
Eunoia Aug 2017
She used to be a princess
In a far away land
Until reality hit her and broke her down,
She lost herself in the middle of the mist
Because her prince turned into something she thought he'll never be
He killed her in every way he knew,
He shot his bullets into her soul,
She kneeled on the ground,
In front of that man
Crying blood, pleading not to say goodbye
She acts like summer but walks like rain,
They are like the sun and the moon
Perfect for each other
But not meant to be together
The birds can sing,
But her mouth can't speak
The sun can smile,
That her lips can't provide
Her stories were kept into the deepest ground,
Because Once Upon a Time
That story was mine.
170 · Aug 2017
Inhibition
Eunoia Aug 2017
She have this kind of inhibition that he might reject her feelings for him if ever she shows it so obviously,
Little did she know that He also have this kind of inhibition that she might reject his feelings for her thinking that maybe he is not worthy enough for her to accept.
Eunoia Sep 2017
Your smile is like an earthquake,
Extreme but frightening

Your love is like a tidal wave,
Strong but too destructive

Your eyes symbolizes hurricane,
Powerful but too dangerous and cold.
167 · Sep 2017
Black Sheep
Eunoia Sep 2017
Weary eyes,
Faded smile,
I am drawn by mistake
In a perfect portrait,
A lost leave that stays in a wrong family tree.
167 · Sep 2017
Mask
Eunoia Sep 2017
Behind those every masks
Are the faces of people
Who wants to give up
164 · Sep 2017
Untold Story
Eunoia Sep 2017
You wrote a book about him,
It became his favourite novel,
You love to see him smile everytime he turn the pages,
Eventhough he reads it with some other girl you wish you could be
164 · Sep 2017
Depression
Eunoia Sep 2017
Black and White became Red
I tend to break things apart,
Even my Ownself
164 · Sep 2017
I am, Are you?
Eunoia Sep 2017
I am a person who's living in a trash society but still believe in a sense of humanity,
Are you?
160 · Sep 2017
Ghost
Eunoia Sep 2017
I am afraid of ghosts,
The one who's screaming and crying beside my bedroom door
I am afraid of ghosts,
Especially when I stand in front of the mirror.
Our ownselves are the biggest fear in our lives
160 · Sep 2017
Cake
Eunoia Sep 2017
Big, Cold, Black
I blew the candle in haste,
Said my wish after the smoke,
Tell me how to celebrate my birth,
If her body is my cake.
No words can describe how painful it is to have your mother's lifeless body same as the day of your birthday.
156 · Sep 2017
Reflection
Eunoia Sep 2017
I wish I could turn back the time,
Gain what I lost behind,
Be the person whom I'm wishing now.
155 · Aug 2017
KIAN
Eunoia Aug 2017
Sweet little boy,
How could they take your life so easily?
You begged for their kindness but they are too deaf to hear their own conscience,
Bullets are planted in your body,
They said you fight back that's why they silenced you with a gun,
Oh! Sweet little boy do you still want to be a policeman someday?
Lame and Illogical excuses, try harder please
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