I wish I could turn back the time,
Gain what I lost behind,
Be the person whom I'm wishing now.

She never wish to be save,
She never wants a prince who's riding a white horse,
She never chose a crown and dress,
For she is the knight who's going to save herself.

No one dared to look into her eyes,
For they are afraid to be a stone-like human,
No one dared to look into her eyes,
That's why no one ever saw the pain and loneliness she's feeling inside,
She used to be like us,
But cursed in the name of love
So the question that remained in her mind is
"Is it wrong to fall in Love?"

What if Cinderella didn't left her shoe?

What if Snow White didn't bit the apple?

What if Aurora didn't pierced her finger on the needle?

What if Ariel didn't want to dance?

What if Belle never looked for her father?

Can we be less hurt if fairy tales never put our hopes too high?

Can you imagine your childhood if the idea of having a prince and happy ending was never invented?

Can you imagine yourself having a bland childlike dreams?

Can you imagine yourself sulking with the idea of love?

But as soon as we grow up

Memories will fade

The dreams that we prayed for every night became lies

We discover that life was not made up of glams and love

Fairy tales was made up to save every child from early drowning of life's misery

Just like her

She once believe with happy endings and prince(s)

But look into her eyes now

She is broken inside

Crying her eyes out

For the child who's living inside her was killed by the reality that says

'Pain will be your friend, Rain will be your music and night will be your favourite time to wake'

There's a hidden story behind my eyes,
A warrior girl who died in a war,
But no one can see her deep scars,
For she keep them inside her lonely heart

The thing is
I can easily forgot their names
But yours always remain

Sweet little boy,
How could they take your life so easily?
You begged for their kindness but they are too deaf to hear their own conscience,
Bullets are planted in your body,
They said you fight back that's why they silenced you with a gun,
Oh! Sweet little boy do you still want to be a policeman someday?

Naked body,
Presented in front,
I wanted to devour you with my ink and soulful words,
For I am so turn on with the idea of  writing my undying thoughts

There's a wonderful boy inside my head,
Whispering promises,
Saying he'll stay.

They never listened to my voice,
That's why I turned it into words,
Papers and Pens are my colleagues,
When everyone was too far from me,
I am the shattered pieces of masterpiece,
So I used my spilled blood as an ink to create a new beginning.

I wish you well,
Promise me you'll be good to him
I wish you well,
Don't look back for I am standing at your back wishing you could still be mine
I wish you well,
But baby it still ******' hurts

It took a hundred of days for him to confess,
But she waited long enough so she decided to find a new love.

Take off your clothes,
Lie down in bed,
Close your eyes,
Be intimate with me tonight,
Let me touch your body with my soul,
Let my lips and tounge accept your flaws,  
Scream in pain,
It's okay to be hurt,
For I'll be giving you too much  pleasure to change this sorrowful night.

Eyes Closed,
Pale lips,
Cold hands,
I'm sitting next to you,
Watching the stars lighting up the sky,
Tears are flowing down my eyes,
My heart wants to burst beacause of the emotions it's keeping for too long,
I am dying with the silence conquering the supposed to be admirable night,
Tell me how to ease the pain while watching you sleep in your favourite bed?

Your words are my antidote,
Your kisses are my comfort,
Your Hugs are my haven,
But you, yourself will be the reason of my downfall.

How to unlove someone who's not worthy to be loved?

Let's cut the chase
Let's do the bargain
Send me your love
And in return
I'll give you my heart

She is blinded by his love,
******* with his words,
She is aware that the keys are placed in her hands,
But she doesn't want to use it because she is afraid to bid him goodbye

I made my choice
I chose you
You made your choice
And you chose me to be an option

"I like you, From the very first time I saw you and I envy her for seeing you first than I do"

You can do anything
But
You can't do everything

She didn't know
Who will leave or stay
So she pushed them all away

The birds are singing in the trees,
While you are kissing my cheeks with your red lips,
You're whisphering "Baby wake Up" In my ears,
Oh! Honey it was indeed a Morning Bliss

I wanna play my favourite song,
But I can't bear to hear the tune that screams everytime i press the keys
I wanna play my favourite song,
But I am too afraid to remember the pain you inflicted to me

This is for thee,
My one and only rose,
Who's sitting next to the cliff,
Feeling the cool breeze,
I tried to come near you, but your thorns made me bleed
The wind whispher to my ear and said
Fly and be free
Your color is too bright, for my self that's too dense and light
For this love is for thee,
My one and only rose,
From the dandelion itself who always break and fall.

School year ends on the last month of March,
Classmates will become strangers to all of us,
Paperworks and tests are finally done,
This is the moment I've been waiting for, to treat you as my Summer Love

We hide behind our textbooks,
Stealing kisses behind the comfort rooms,
Holding hands under the desk is my favourite part,
It's like an assurance to me that you are only mine,

To love each other for them is a crime,
That's why April to June are my favourite months,
Because this is the months that we don't need to hide,
For you are no longer my teacher, outside the camp.

We have this connection that we need to leave behind,
To stop this feelings that somewhere, someday will soon be collide,
For I know from the very start that what we really have is just a lie.

I am torn between the
Sunrise and sunset
To the
Sun and Moon,
Rain or Shine,
Believe or not,
Cry or laugh
But the hardest choices from all of that is
I am torn between
Loving or hating you,
For I know that breathing will be too hard for me if I'm going to let go of you.

She wanted to find someone who will put her life at stake then save her,
For she knows that princes doesn't exist in reality they are just an illusion for our child-like memory.

Autumn leaves are falling,
One by one,
I'd like to catch them
Before they drop on the ground

Tell me how to breathe in this world full of grief,
Tell me how to live in this world full of fanatasy