How we crave love,
Yet afraid of being in pain.

No one dared to look into her eyes,
For they are afraid to be a stone-like human,
No one dared to look into her eyes,
That's why no one ever saw the pain and loneliness she's feeling inside,
She used to be like us,
But cursed in the name of love
So the question that remained in her mind is
"Is it wrong to fall in Love?"

There's a hidden story behind my eyes,
A warrior girl who died in a war,
But no one can see her deep scars,
For she keep them inside her lonely heart

What if Cinderella didn't left her shoe?

What if Snow White didn't bit the apple?

What if Aurora didn't pierced her finger on the needle?

What if Ariel didn't want to dance?

What if Belle never looked for her father?

Can we be less hurt if fairy tales never put our hopes too high?

Can you imagine your childhood if the idea of having a prince and happy ending was never invented?

Can you imagine yourself having a bland childlike dreams?

Can you imagine yourself sulking with the idea of love?

But as soon as we grow up

Memories will fade

The dreams that we prayed for every night became lies

We discover that life was not made up of glams and love

Fairy tales was made up to save every child from early drowning of life's misery

Just like her

She once believe with happy endings and prince(s)

But look into her eyes now

She is broken inside

Crying her eyes out

For the child who's living inside her was killed by the reality that says

'Pain will be your friend, Rain will be your music and night will be your favourite time to wake'

Love
Sacrifice
Pain
Strong

Have you ever questioned yourself what's the real deal with these words?

Every dictionaries can give you the meaning of that words,

But they can't never provide the feelings that was hidden between the letters,

To trust somebody is a though choice
For they can fool you with their voice
But people need to trust
For you can't love someone you didn't trust,

People can easily be mistaken by the idea of love,
They can't differ the meaning of 'like' and 'love',
But to really love someone is too hard to achieve,
For it is when you really can't answer the question 'Why do you love someone like him/her?",

Sacrifice is not like giving up your material things to do some errands,
It is the fact that you can let people go that makes you happy just to keep them at ease,
It is when you'd rather let them hate you for the actions you've taken for them to be safe,

Pain is like something went missing,
It's like something inside you shattered literally,
And your heart was too bloated with the emotions you're containing for too long,
It is the feeling that your body went numb, your breathing went hard, your brain became blank you wanted to scream but no sound escaped your mouth and your tears can't come out,

Being strong can't be measure physically,
It's not how you act you don't care,
It is when you cry every night,
You became the strongest person in the world,
For you are facing the fear everyone scared to have.

The thing is
I can easily forgot their names
But yours always remain

She never wish to be save,
She never wants a prince who's riding a white horse,
She never chose a crown and dress,
For she is the knight who's going to save herself.

Naked body,
Presented in front,
I wanted to devour you with my ink and soulful words,
For I am so turn on with the idea of  writing my undying thoughts

There's a wonderful boy inside my head,
Whispering promises,
Saying he'll stay.

They never listened to my voice,
That's why I turned it into words,
Papers and Pens are my colleagues,
When everyone was too far from me,
I am the shattered pieces of masterpiece,
So I used my spilled blood as an ink to create a new beginning.

It took a hundred of days for him to confess,
But she waited long enough so she decided to find a new love.

Your words are my antidote,
Your kisses are my comfort,
Your Hugs are my haven,
But you, yourself will be the reason of my downfall.

I wish you well,
Promise me you'll be good to him
I wish you well,
Don't look back for I am standing at your back wishing you could still be mine
I wish you well,
But baby it still ******' hurts

Eyes Closed,
Pale lips,
Cold hands,
I'm sitting next to you,
Watching the stars lighting up the sky,
Tears are flowing down my eyes,
My heart wants to burst beacause of the emotions it's keeping for too long,
I am dying with the silence conquering the supposed to be admirable night,
Tell me how to ease the pain while watching you sleep in your favourite bed?

She is blinded by his love,
******* with his words,
She is aware that the keys are placed in her hands,
But she doesn't want to use it because she is afraid to bid him goodbye

How to unlove someone who's not worthy to be loved?

Take off your clothes,
Lie down in bed,
Close your eyes,
Be intimate with me tonight,
Let me touch your body with my soul,
Let my lips and tounge accept your flaws,  
Scream in pain,
It's okay to be hurt,
For I'll be giving you too much  pleasure to change this sorrowful night.

Let's cut the chase
Let's do the bargain
Send me your love
And in return
I'll give you my heart

I made my choice
I chose you
You made your choice
And you chose me to be an option

The birds are singing in the trees,
While you are kissing my cheeks with your red lips,
You're whisphering "Baby wake Up" In my ears,
Oh! Honey it was indeed a Morning Bliss

You can do anything
But
You can't do everything

"I like you, From the very first time I saw you and I envy her for seeing you first than I do"

I wanna play my favourite song,
But I can't bear to hear the tune that screams everytime i press the keys
I wanna play my favourite song,
But I am too afraid to remember the pain you inflicted to me

She didn't know
Who will leave or stay
So she pushed them all away

This is for thee,
My one and only rose,
Who's sitting next to the cliff,
Feeling the cool breeze,
I tried to come near you, but your thorns made me bleed
The wind whispher to my ear and said
Fly and be free
Your color is too bright, for my self that's too dense and light
For this love is for thee,
My one and only rose,
From the dandelion itself who always break and fall.

We have this connection that we need to leave behind,
To stop this feelings that somewhere, someday will soon be collide,
For I know from the very start that what we really have is just a lie.

I am torn between the
Sunrise and sunset
To the
Sun and Moon,
Rain or Shine,
Believe or not,
Cry or laugh
But the hardest choices from all of that is
I am torn between
Loving or hating you,
For I know that breathing will be too hard for me if I'm going to let go of you.

School year ends on the last month of March,
Classmates will become strangers to all of us,
Paperworks and tests are finally done,
This is the moment I've been waiting for, to treat you as my Summer Love

We hide behind our textbooks,
Stealing kisses behind the comfort rooms,
Holding hands under the desk is my favourite part,
It's like an assurance to me that you are only mine,

To love each other for them is a crime,
That's why April to June are my favourite months,
Because this is the months that we don't need to hide,
For you are no longer my teacher, outside the camp.

She wanted to find someone who will put her life at stake then save her,
For she knows that princes doesn't exist in reality they are just an illusion for our child-like memory.

Autumn leaves are falling,
One by one,
I'd like to catch them
Before they drop on the ground

Tell me how to breathe in this world full of grief,
Tell me how to live in this world full of fanatasy