I lay silently awake
Tears are rushing down my face 
I've turned away from you. 
I can't speak to you. 

Where did this go wrong? 
It's been bad for so long 
It time that we wake up to this 
There's days that we forget to kiss 

We've been dead for quite some time 
I can't keep saying that "I'm fine" 
I need to go my separate way,
So I can stop living day by day. 

There was a time that you gave me roses, 
The roses are dead and all that's left are thorns. 
I can't keep crying, lying, saying "I'm yours"
It's time that we wake up and see that we both have flaws. 
We're just not meant for each other, 
And that's okay. 
Darling, I'm sorry to say, 
I don't love you anymore.

Here we are again,
You’ve found me at my worst.
I used to be happy,
I used to be able to smile,
Until the day I met you.

This darkness is like a cloud,
This cloud is just pollution.
You always knew how to hurt me,
Even when I didn’t think I could break.
I’ve wondered what my life would be like,
If you never entered it on that day.

These scars you’ve left on me,
Mark me every single day.
I might have done it to myself,
But you put the blade in my hand.
You might not be a person,
But you’re definitely real to me.

Just be happy, they say,
They promise that I’ll be okay,
I’ve tried to stop you in your track,
Even tried taking my own life,
It’s never simple, it’s never easy,
Depression got the best of me,
And now it’s time that you all can see.

- T L G