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How am i gonna stay the same?
The circumstances have changed
I just self pity on my only mistake
I need an eternal break from the
Mayhem i create
In the bright sunny days i try hard to escape from my ugly, dark phase,
And this struggle inflict an endless ache,
How am i gonna stay the same?
My perception of myself has changed,
I reside and get lost in the wrinkle of pain,
And sometimes get zoned out in the crowd full of menace,
In my vengeful eyes the uncleared sight  
Of my dusty- rusty life,
My intention changed and my brain is drained
Of the good old thoughts,
How am i gonna stay the same?
Everyday i try not to live a sinful life
full of  skirmish, carnage and havoc,
People try to boast and swank of their
dirt and land,
And i give a smile and look at my red right hand.
This poem is about the change in perspective and attitude of the man after he dealt with something nightmarish because of his own mistake and how this change had made him unkind and cruel.
He felt alone in the crowd,
he is broken in the prime of life,
he just wanna figure the crap out
that what he needs to do  and how,
everyday he hustles and struggles
but he never ever bursts the bubble
of dreams,
he fell down and gets knocked out
but he clobbers his way out
of the situations,
he escapes every demolition and
moves toward his destination,
he doesn't  give up so easy because
he feels the burden of his duty,
he doesn't like it but keeps denying it,
he understands this that life is not the same and he just needs to be sane with the circumstances which is turning him insane,
Its disdain how he treated himself to get past of the pain
which had made his heart laden,
Now he keeps himself at a distance
from the thoughts leading him to predicament,
But the thing have changed he is moving with a great pace,
Now he doesn't disgrace himself, he rather embrace himself,  
He keeps trying to move up
and tries to unleash his berserk.
This poem us about the daily struggle of a boy..
Eyes puddled with tear
Heart full of fear
I tried measuring the pain, i would bear

Voice down with sorrow
Gambled my everything on tomorrow
I wanted some courage which i could borrow

Brain striked some alert
But i reminded myself of the pleasure i felt
That's why i was ready to rush with the future i built
In my dreams

I tried fixing a milestone
I have some leverage of thing happened for time being
So i moved forward with numb feet

I knew destiny hold some path
I tried looking at that but its quite darth
All i could listen in my head was the beat of gath,

I muffled some cliché line
It twisted the way I see reflection of mine and
That sent me away to the exile from my happiness and life,

All the lights in my world went off,
I stood still in the darkness with my broken thoughts
I couldn't feel anything still my eyes slooshed out

Time didn't stay for me because
I kept looking at my misery and
reverie about the time where i made mistake of muffling the cliché line..
Cant try to open the fragile door
Which connects my heartbeat to your tune,
The nick on the surface of my dream
Show the eternal traces of your imprint,
The fragrance of the woe
has filled my life like i am stuck in its meadow,
Everytime when i get small glimpse of your endearing countenance
It takes me directly to the state of oblivion,
The stony road i chose hastily
Inrtoduced me to the pain and disability
Somedays i stop and regret
And somedays i relish the pain to rise up.
Tangled in the past
Never knew how to get rid of that
I retaliated the Way I could
But it was way too hard

The memories we built together
Is ******* my heart
I could still feel the mist of the memories
We shared before we went apart

It's quite absurd to say but
I still garner the moment of our past
I am still in quandary why
I keep prattling about you in night

I bungle to keep my promise
to walk down with you,
the stairs of my life
I don't know how are you dealing with it
Cause deep inside me
its demolishing my heart

I don't know how it will end
But i am ready for the consequences
Of dwelling with the memories we shared together
Cause i have credence that
this is my inclination to live my life

Tangled in the memories of you and me
Together in the past.
there is a boy
sitting solitary
under a tree

in bright sunshine
his vision is haze ,
he kept himself in masquerade ,
for long

now the cost he is paying
hiding from the world
that  was his game ,

want to leave behind
the mess he made ,
looking within the past for his gaffe .

cause he was pretender
wanted to hide in shell .

he had made a game
which is now labyrinth
killing his all instinct

he got to run from it
to save his conscience

cause he was pretender
that made his life a void

he got to run from it,
to save his conscience .
The agony brings back the memories of you and me laying beneath a tree.,
Listening to the music that breath and heart beat plays,
You put your head on my chest and pour down the tear on my shirt,
You trembled and cried bitterly,
in that instant i thought i was guilty,
I felt like i was out of my sense,
just felt the ***** of your voice.
I lay there like i was dead and inside i was trying to clear my head,
My conscience had pulled the curtain
and i could only think of my gloomy end.
I tried to speak but i was chocked
But you look at me with glimpse of hope,
Which made me think that i should cry,
Then I grabbed you close and held you tight  and felt the heat of your breath
Which started to rise,
I heard those three beautiful word
While your breath slowly diminished
and finally it ended up.
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