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Blank is my heart which i want someone to fill,
Open is the door in which i want someone to get in,
Warm is the breath i want to feel,
Bleak is my life which thinks that all this is just a dream.
#despair #heartache
Not everytime people get saved
Sometimes the feeling changes and they get changed,
They put their emotions at stake and start to think their existence is mistake,
They try to open the gate to go out to taste the flavor of the hate,
Which keeps rising with haste
But it lead them to a state which is full of anger and rage,
They don't wanna be loved and think it as a bait which lead people to journey of being betrayed,
They wanna escape the road full of ungrateful faces, where people don't get anything but pain and heartache.
Shattered dream,
Unrest full days,
Lost in thought
And struggle to say
Wisdom is far away,
I have become anger's prey
I don't know why i feel
that there is something i miss to say

Tell me what i am supposed to do,
What can i do to get over from you,
You never did anything wrong
But thinking of you makes my eyes wet
for long

I have become puppet of your joyous face
Which is pushing me deeper in my gloomy days,
I can't figure out
Where am i lying because my conciousness is on the verge of dying,

Apparently i can not see
Because I am sinking in the
Bottom of disgraceful sea.
I wear a mask and i wear a smile,
I stay awake and i find a place to hide,
My eyes are sore and my soul bleeds
Want to leave it all and get back to sleep,
Sleep where my brain stops
so that i could stay away from all chaos,
Complexities had mended my soul and now its full of dent and full of bruise,
My life had turned into an inevitable cage which is driving me crazy and inducing the rage,
I try to keep the balance in my life but
It feels like running from my darker side,
The demon inside me is embracing this fall
Cause he is getting control of my every cords,
I can't cope up with these negative thoughts and this is turning me into a sociopath.
I have written this poem after i saw Joaquin Phoenix's joker.. I was so impressed with the film the i thought to write some on it..

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