You're my light when I'm blinded by the dark,
the strong will I look inside of my heart,
the flame that burned from a little spark.

You're the candle when the lights are out,
you help me see my way without a doubt,
you lead me in a place where I could be found,
but you were the only person the wanted me to stay around.

You saw the brightest light inside me,
when I was just about to pass out..
you lit the fire right inside of me,
and made it burn to never go out.

You're the light that I seek in the dark,
the only thing I wanna survive with,
like a caveman creating fire from a spark.
the only thing I wanna be with.

I'm a figure of speech without sense,
I'm a perfume that has no scent,
I'm a figurine with no presence,
And I shout to a void that is absent.

I shine a light in the darkness,
Lighting a way through the midts,
I lit a fire to show some brightness,
So I whisper help in the air like a kiss.

I scream my rage full of achingness,
That fills my heart that was toyed,
A shout in the void of emptiness,
Oh how I'm very much annoyed!

In my bed of conscience,
I lay awake.
The heaviness of my mind,
My brain, is at stake.

So many voices inside,
Shouting madness and doubts.
Decisions I made, that I should
Not be of Proud.

It's Insanity that reigns inside
The Veins, and It remains the same

In my bed of conscience I stay woke
Knowing that, I've been broke.
The lightness in the air, makes me float
Well, atleast that's what I wrote.

My bed of conscience, gave me a stroke.

Voices I hear, so loud and clear,
For sure they're real, but yet to be seen

                               Regrets I made in life,
                                        Sure they are lot,
                 But I can always grab a knife,
                   And pour my blood in a ***.

Silence Silence Silence!
I just want peace in my head
Without any nonesense!
Or Conscience!

                     Just grab and hold on tight,
                           Because everything will
                                     Be alright, tonight.


My bed of conscience I say to you,
Goodnight.

You were always behind me, I protected you from everything..
Well I guess that's why I am now hurting.

You were behind me, when we walked together..
So that's why I was always the first one to be tired suddenly after.

Behind me was you, behind you were memories...

Memories that were supposed to be written in books and novels but quickly became artifacts, that are pieces of our tragedies..

Behind me, was you...
The Everything I knew..
The Angel I loved..

Behind those things was US...
Pieces that went to rust..
Our Love, that became to me,
A Painfull Lust.

Thank You for the memories you gave me, although they were too many to hold,
I hope someday you could see me, the person you once loved and owned.

I can barely remember how sweet we was,
how we cuddled, kissed and lust.
Now I say Goodbye to you to the very least,
but It's harder to say it now, not without you atleast.

These scars will heal, give it time..
But we both know that's a lie.

It can hurt this much and still pump,
This heart of mine, and I'm in a
terrible slump.

Arguing who's right, who's bad and
who tried..
to be the better side.

We shared everything.. almost.
And that's why everything hurt
the most.

These scars will heal, give yours to mine..
But we both know this ain't goodbye.

If you can't accept yourself,
If you don't like what you are..
For You, I will..

If you hate being like that,
If you can't stand for who you are..
For You, I will..

If you're feeling weak, and
in need of strength
If you doubt yourself and
see no end..
For You, I will..

If you are feeling lonely, and
need someone to be with,
If you are in a dark place and needs to turn on the lights switch..
For You, I will..

Because You are my necessity, You are my bond..
You are also my strength, my love that fonds..

You are my Will..
And YOU Will always drive me crazy..
I love you so much.. no words, no poem, no perfect sentence or perfect description can ever tell you how much I Ioved you since day 1.

Because when you are weak,
I too get weak..
When you feel pain,
I too feel your pain.

So with every beat of your heart..
With every breath that you breathe..
With every pump of your lungs..
If you cannot love yourself,
For You Baby..
For You, I myself Will..

Forget the times you said "I love you"
when I believed all of it were true,
I'm longing for you touch,
your hugs and kisses, I miss them so much!

                                                                                                   How can I?
                                                                                        forget your smile,
                                                                     even if it was just for awhile,
                                           I knew from the start, they were so Fragile.

How can I? cry over you,
even now, I'm still falling for you
hard times, rainfalls, all in the blue,
Our love, I can never breakthrough.

                                                                              How can I unlove you?
                                                             when you said " I love you too" ?

Whenever you have problems that
won't go away,
and when you need someone to
comfort you all day,
I'm here.

Whenever you're feeling sad and blue,
and just want someone to cheer you,
I'm here.

When you're really down and want to smile,
and just want someone to stay awhile,
I'm here.

So wherever you go, wherever you maybe,
wherever you travel and go places to see,
I'm always here.

Why is there always something unfound inside me?
is it A memory, ready to be remebered as a great moment
or A terrible Tragedy?
A missing piece maybe? or an unfixed part,
that's partly bleeding and screaming "Fix me now!"
How can you describe this unconscious feeling?

A lost Memory? or a Terrible Tragedy?
A missing Part? or a Bleeding Heart?

When You feel LOVE, it is something wonderful, Esoteric, Lucious and marvelous.
But when you FALL IN-LOVE, you Fade away, you doubt something and make an excuse.

I'll tell you, that this Feeling, is an emotion or rather an Empathy towards a persons deepest desire,
An unwanted goal to acquire.

Don't be afraid of FALLING, But instead be courageous in LOVING,
for LOVE has no limits, or gimmicks, with tricks or to be sicked with

Love does not just sit back, it walks everywhere with everyone to aspire.
Love, you do not simply require.

Take me back to the old days,
To the old me,
To our own foolish ways of being free..

Take me back when the sun rays
hit our face,
While we smiled and laugh of our
younger days...

I wish I could come back to the old days,
To the old we,
To our loving ways...

So I could set me, free.