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3.0k · Dec 2018
Lie to me
Harriz Sierra Dec 2018
Lie to me about crying...
Lie to me about you
Lie to me about everything
that you do.
Lie to me, please.

Lie to me about love,
Lie to me about hate,
Lie to me about the truth you hid
From me when we had our first date.
Lie to me.

Tell me your lies, without the truth
Separate your disguised
face,
Sing me a lullaby that's full of disgrace.

Don't tell me the truth, don't tell me you lied.
Just tell me the reason why
you cried.

Just lie to me, cause I can't handle
the truth,
Even our first kiss was a lie,
When we kissed on the kissing
booth..
She lied to me,
I couldn't handle what's left,
349 · Dec 2018
Dreaming.
Harriz Sierra Dec 2018
My heart is missing, It's not in place,
I'm feeling numb with tears,
I'm losing my pace.

I can't feel my face, running out of breath,
Seeing you leave me, made me taste a little bit of death.

I have no more reason, no more pain to bare, my chest hurts so bad,
And you don't even care!

With everything I am, I'm not yet done,
My love is just a step, towards the rising sun.

I can now accept the moon rises, before the sun sets in the evening

And I wish us luck, to our humbly new beginnings.
I love you, even if I'm the only one dreaming.
210 · Nov 2018
Perfect Timing
Harriz Sierra Nov 2018
What Perfect Timing you see,
waking up in the morning, her love is gone instantly.
"Last night was the best!" saying it depressingly,

"Why?!"  "How could you leave me?!" asking questions,
"It's all I had to give" answering with some aggressions.

I loved her with everything I had,
the good and bad,

she left with no reason, I loved her,
and that's a confession.
117 · Mar 2018
My personal view of Love.
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
When You feel LOVE, it is something wonderful, Esoteric, Lucious and marvelous.
But when you FALL IN-LOVE, you Fade away, you doubt something and make an excuse.

I'll tell you, that this Feeling, is an emotion or rather an Empathy towards a persons deepest desire,
An unwanted goal to acquire.

Don't be afraid of FALLING, But instead be courageous in LOVING,
for LOVE has no limits, or gimmicks, with tricks or to be sicked with

Love does not just sit back, it walks everywhere with everyone to aspire.
Love, you do not simply require.
110 · Feb 2018
What Is Right?
Harriz Sierra Feb 2018
What's my right to say "I love you"?
When you don't even believe it's true.
What's my right to make you Happy?
When I'm just making myself look silly.

What is right? And what is left?
What is right to say to be left away ?
The only memory I had, Is the only thing I want so Bad.

So tell me, what will be right,
Words that are yet to be speaked?
When I am almost tired and weak?

Or. Us, being together at any time and place, No one to chase but Us, face to face.
108 · Nov 2018
Brain Damage
Harriz Sierra Nov 2018
I need this thing to get off my chest,
It's bugging me
How could I rest
When It's giving me Insanity?!

I think I've been Brain Damaged,
I can't think anything I could managed.

Insanity it gave me,
Chaos I embraced,
Forgiveness is Crazy,
For you to come back,
Would be a disgrace.
106 · Mar 2018
BED OF CONSCIENCE (PART 4)
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
Voices I hear, so loud and clear,
For sure they're real, but yet to be seen

                               Regrets I made in life,
                                        Sure they are lot,
                 But I can always grab a knife,
                   And pour my blood in a ***.

Silence Silence Silence!
I just want peace in my head
Without any nonesense!
Or Conscience!

                     Just grab and hold on tight,
                           Because everything will
                                     Be alright, tonight.


My bed of conscience I say to you,
Goodnight.
105 · May 2019
Take Me Back.
Harriz Sierra May 2019
Take me back to the old days,
To the old me,
To our own foolish ways of being free..

Take me back when the sun rays
hit our face,
While we smiled and laugh of our
younger days...

I wish I could come back to the old days,
To the old we,
To our loving ways...

So I could set me, free.
79 · Mar 2019
This Way
Harriz Sierra Mar 2019
It started like a Forest fire,
Burning wild and freely...

Ended like a fallen empire,
Crumbled and full of debris..

How could it end this way?!

From stacking bricks and
Building walls..
Ending like nothing ever happened
at all..

How could it end this way?!

If "I love you" was a promise,
Then you gave me a disease.
An illness uncurable, for a person
To be deceased...

How could it end this way?!

I've been burning so nice,
Can I see your ocean eyes?
As clear as the nightsky.

Can it all just fade away?
77 · Apr 2018
How can I?
Harriz Sierra Apr 2018
Forget the times you said "I love you"
when I believed all of it were true,
I'm longing for you touch,
your hugs and kisses, I miss them so much!

                                                                                                   How can I?
                                                                                        forget your smile,
                                                                     even if it was just for awhile,
                                           I knew from the start, they were so Fragile.

How can I? cry over you,
even now, I'm still falling for you
hard times, rainfalls, all in the blue,
Our love, I can never breakthrough.

                                                                              How can I unlove you?
                                                             when you said " I love you too" ?
#How #can #I?
76 · Jan 2019
My Battle Cry.
Harriz Sierra Jan 2019
How did I become so Numb?
Why do I have so much Hate?
When did become so Dumb?
How could I lose so much Faith?

I won't lose this Fight!
I will win this Race,
I'll keep my eyes on Sight,
I won't lose my Pace!

No more passers by,
No more painfull deaths,
No more silent cries,
Till you run out of breath!

Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things..
Am I still alive?

Is this the real me?
I'm so lost that It kills me..
Deep Inside.

My Battle Cry.
Numb and Dumb.
Despair.
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
In my bed of conscience,
I lay awake.
The heaviness of my mind,
My brain, is at stake.

So many voices inside,
Shouting madness and doubts.
Decisions I made, that I should
Not be of Proud.

It's Insanity that reigns inside
The Veins, and It remains the same

In my bed of conscience I stay woke
Knowing that, I've been broke.
The lightness in the air, makes me float
Well, atleast that's what I wrote.

My bed of conscience, gave me a stroke.
75 · May 2019
Behind the Truth
Harriz Sierra May 2019
Behind these poems,
is a kid who needs some time to sleep...
Behind these Words,
is a kid who needs some talkings that are deep...
Behind these letters,
is a kid who needs some love, and him to keep..
And behind this message,
is a kid who needs to stop his awful weeps...
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
Voices inside my head,
Screaming I should be dead
With a gunshot through the head
Laying beside my bed.

They call me, I whisper don't, stop!
Please don't make me drop!
A phone rings, I answer it. I said hello, no one answered,
realizing I just heard the silence of my brain,
making me want to reduce the pain,
and what's insane is that I cannot find peace and calmness
through all the hardness and madness.

It makes me wanna *****, because this world, has no peak, I'm blinded by fear, I'm weary to hear, Scary to be near, frightend to be real but I can see,Now this time, It is for sure,
It's me floating on a boat, by the sea,

My bed of conscience, Delivers me.
71 · Nov 2019
You...
Harriz Sierra Nov 2019
You tried to find love, you've searched it in the utmost utile places,
You tricked everyone but yourself, lying to them these days..
it keeps bothering you everynight without any traces,
smiling towards the cold air with your smiling-frowned face.


You hate me, your love for me
is gone now..
you always knew when to point out,
You want to erase me, If I only
knew how..
you already knew what I was about..


My heart is telling me this is something real,
and I just can't ignore it..
It's shouting your name
repeatedly in thrill,
while I'm still shattered in
pieces of ****.


I revealed myself and I was lessened,
You took me in place..
Protected me from things that wanted
me to be threatened,
because you saw that I've
lost my ways..


I love you with all my might,
The sky is a graveyard of stars,
all beautiful things that makes
you so bright,
even if you're already full of scars..
68 · Apr 2018
Missing
Harriz Sierra Apr 2018
Why is there always something unfound inside me?
is it A memory, ready to be remebered as a great moment
or A terrible Tragedy?
A missing piece maybe? or an unfixed part,
that's partly bleeding and screaming "Fix me now!"
How can you describe this unconscious feeling?

A lost Memory? or a Terrible Tragedy?
A missing Part? or a Bleeding Heart?
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
In my bed of conscience I stay awake
Knowing that I've been away for so many
Days not worrying the preys that surrounds me all day without planning to escape without any haste to chase this race of racist of phrase.

This world has nothing to offer but Hate, to discriminate and tarnish and scrape the brave.

Lies been around for so long,
Truth was already gone.
You never know when to continue,
For so long you've been wrong, not realizing that even the past was not enough to make you escape.

My Bed of Conscience, still awaits.
67 · Feb 2019
My Smiling-Frowned Face
Harriz Sierra Feb 2019
My smiling frowned face,
Is carved on to the pillow I hug everytime when I get picked on these days.

You tease me, I pity you,
You hurt me, you can have my mercy too
Everything you say or do,
Can't make me more pained,
Through the scars that you drew,
That I hide from the people I once knew.

Because my smiling frowned face,
Keeps me track at pace,

Keep saying words that I had enough
Stares you give to judge
Your personality makes me cough
So I cannot hold any grudge.

So for one last time I say to you,
Keep making your smiling frowned face,
For anyone who hurt you,
Keep smiling through bad aches,

Because  there will always be one sunny morning you can proudly say "It's a good day"
66 · Sep 2018
Thoughts
Harriz Sierra Sep 2018
Words are petty, words are cute...
Words can determine what we can do.
Feelings are weak, emotions encounter,
Falling in love makes us feel like riding a roller coaster.

Mind your actions, they can be truth,
Reality is stupid, Imaginations are real,
They show us dreams that could not be killed.

Think think think...
What can we do? Being soft hearted
Is a problem too...
Forget them forget You.
Everything is them first, before due.
#Mind #Emotions
65 · Sep 2019
Satisfaction.
Harriz Sierra Sep 2019
I lean unto this garden of garbage,
Oh how I am much oblige.
A view to see the passing people through these salvage,
Through Hunger and thirst, I strive.

I lean unto my car's windshield,
Oh how I love to drive.
Passing people through this garbage field,
What more could I thrive?

I'm hungry with no money,
Can you give me some food
to fill my tummy?
And some juice to end my thirst,
Or some toys that I could nurse.

I'm so full and still have money,
Should I feed some people who're hungry?
Give beverages to the thirsty?
Or give some old toys, oh that would be lovely..
#Rich #Poor #Satisfaction
64 · Mar 2018
My Inner Love.
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
I love you, every step of the way
I'll love you all my life,
For every beautiful day.

I'll be selfish if I have to,
Be greedy just to be with you
I'm sorry but, I just truly love you.

I hope you can be happy,
And I wish it can be me.
Who makes you smile,
With your happiness,
That is so Fragile.

Yours truly,
A boy, so silly.

I love you, and that's a reality.
63 · Mar 2018
A lifetime with you
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
I love you so much it hurts me,
Driven this feeling to love you makes
Me want to be alive proudly.

Eager to sleep, yet lazy to weep my tears away.
I couldn't bear seeing you frown,
So I do my best to make you smile
When you're lonely and down
By the hallways.

I wanna live my life being with you,
Loving and caring you.
Sleeping and spending time on our
King sized bed.

With bedsheets made by softly silked
Threads.
Saying goodnight to eachother's face,
Falling asleep without any haste.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS
OUR LOVE,
LET US NOT MAKE IT A WASTE.
#Love #Hurts #So #Good
60 · Apr 2019
Behind Me
Harriz Sierra Apr 2019
You were always behind me, I protected you from everything..
Well I guess that's why I am now hurting.

You were behind me, when we walked together..
So that's why I was always the first one to be tired suddenly after.

Behind me was you, behind you were memories...

Memories that were supposed to be written in books and novels but quickly became artifacts, that are pieces of our tragedies..

Behind me, was you...
The Everything I knew..
The Angel I loved..

Behind those things was US...
Pieces that went to rust..
Our Love, that became to me,
A Painfull Lust.
57 · Nov 2019
To Feel..
Harriz Sierra Nov 2019
I'm too drunk actually..

Too drunk to be sad,
Too drunk to be happy,
Too drunk to feel anything..

I'm too drunk...

I'm too sad to be drunk,
Too sad to be happy,
Too sad to be feel this thing..

I'm too sad...

I'm too happy to be sad,
Too happy to be drunk,
Too happy to not feel everything..

I just wish I am happy..
53 · Mar 2018
Breakin Love
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
I had so much time being alone, turning hearts into stones,
breaking hearts and bones,
being someone you've known to someone you outgrown.
My heart's busted,It's rusted, can't fix it, It's broken as hell, and you can wish me well, but I can tell,
you lied from the start,you tore me apart
and you can leave me now,
Go run around screaming and shouting my name,
with your foolish games,
There's always a Lion after me, untamed,
That roars from your veins, and It's insane,
It's chaotic, a master of disaster, It Reigns so much pain.
Harriz Sierra Nov 2018
My bed of conscience won't let me sleep
The dark thoughts in my mind, is going steep.
Turn off the lights! I'm trying to think deep!
Stop making me unright! You're giving me the creeps!

In my bed of conscience, I'm wide awake
Good decisions, I should make,
The heavy breath I take,
Every move I make,
Every heart I break,
My whole life is at stake
GOD! MY MIND HURTS SO BAD IT ACHES!

Can't think and decide,
What's right and what died,
That I should've lied
Can't undo none of it,
I'm not done, not one bit.

My Bed of Conscience, is full of ****.
50 · Mar 2018
Farewell
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
Thank You for the memories you gave me, although they were too many to hold,
I hope someday you could see me, the person you once loved and owned.

I can barely remember how sweet we was,
how we cuddled, kissed and lust.
Now I say Goodbye to you to the very least,
but It's harder to say it now, not without you atleast.
50 · Mar 2018
I
Harriz Sierra Mar 2018
I
Do I,need you?
Do I,bleed you?
Do I,grieve you?
What Should I do?

Do I gotta be you,
just to please you?
Do I break down when I see you?
Does It please me when you walk through?

I got problems, but I cry 'em
and wipe it with some tissues.
It stops my pain and all of my Issues.
It pauses all the madness in my brain
I watch it all go down in the Rain

Life is all about making mistakes,
even all of it is at stake.
Never forget all the awesome moments
just to entertain all this commottions
and the broken fragments.

I can speak about it, cause i did it
Ladies and gentlemen here's the exzhibit.
It's my life, look a little closer
you can see the highlights.

You can judge me when the movie ends,
I hope it gets #1 on the top ten trends.

This poem is for anybody, who fought their
way through, always remained true.
46 · Apr 20
For You, I Will.
Harriz Sierra Apr 20
If you can't accept yourself,
If you don't like what you are..
For You, I will..

If you hate being like that,
If you can't stand for who you are..
For You, I will..

If you're feeling weak, and
in need of strength
If you doubt yourself and
see no end..
For You, I will..

If you are feeling lonely, and
need someone to be with,
If you are in a dark place and needs to turn on the lights switch..
For You, I will..

Because You are my necessity, You are my bond..
You are also my strength, my love that fonds..

You are my Will..
And YOU Will always drive me crazy..
I love you so much.. no words, no poem, no perfect sentence or perfect description can ever tell you how much I Ioved you since day 1.

Because when you are weak,
I too get weak..
When you feel pain,
I too feel your pain.

So with every beat of your heart..
With every breath that you breathe..
With every pump of your lungs..
If you cannot love yourself,
For You Baby..
For You, I myself Will..
Acceptance is a great thing to give to someone you love so dearly.
Accept him/her for who he/she is.
Harriz Sierra Mar 11
I miss you, I'm sorry..


I miss you, for a lifetime of pain,
I'm sorry for the bad days of rain..

I miss your softly touch on my skin,
I'm sorry for my unforgivable sins..

I miss your heavenly voice, soft but pure,
I'm sorry I didn't listen, coz I wasn't sure..

I miss your face, those ocean eyes of yours,
I'm sorry I got lost again by the shores..

I miss you, with every bit of lust,
I'm sorry if you can't give me anymore of your trust..

I miss you badly, but they acuse me of the bad guy..
I'm sorry if I let you went through all that, just to let me say 'goodbye'.

I miss you.. but I'm sorry.
33 · Jun 13
I Gave You;
Harriz Sierra Jun 13
The Happiness you wanted, The person I am..
The Pleasure in the madness, the beauty of being scammed..

I gave you..

The Pain of enjoyment, the laughter of cries..
The giggle between the moments, when someone you love dies..

I gave you..

The All that I had within me, the everything of my nothing..
The dark side you lifted inside me, just got darker when I felt losing..

I gave you..

The Heart and soul of my body, the very inner person I hid..
You let him go freely, even after all the terrible things he did..

And I gave them to you,
So I could recieve none..

— The End —