My eyes are probably red
I was crying earlier

Life can be long and tedious
But it can also be electrifying and exhilarant
Only if you make it to be

I'm alone on the cold Friday night of August as I read my last page of my book
And wonder how did I ever get this lonely
And how did I get so antisocial
Was it the movies , the food or even the books I read
I can't think but to blame myself