My eyes are probably red
I was crying earlier

I'm alone on the cold Friday night of August as I read my last page of my book
And wonder how did I ever get this lonely
And how did I get so antisocial
Was it the movies , the food or even the books I read
I can't think but to blame myself

Life can be long and tedious
But it can also be electrifying and exhilarant
Only if you make it to be