I have a million unfinished poems
That start with a thought of you
But fail to capture you right
Or start on a different topic entirely
And trail off, into you
A million little couplets
With cute, near rhyme
About mundane things you do
Things you're probably not even aware of
I just can't get you out of my mind
No matter how much I try
And you're not even mine

They judge of how you look
Should I look like brad Pitt or Nicolas cage
We forgot the importance of the jewel inside that make the beautiful look ugly and the ugly so pretty.
The soul is the core that we should judge not by the looks cause the looks are from God.
A woman can look ordinary but her soul is so beautiful that it shines a light that just blinds. It makes you forget her ordinary looks and see her as the most beautiful woman you have laid eyes on to.
When you judge how people look . Look at yourself in the mirror and judge what you see. Are you handsome do you look even nice , do you deserve people  love do you deserve there respect. They say don't judge a book by its cover isn't that so true but we only hear and say but we never do.
Look at people souls and you will see imaginary beauty that your eyes want believe. This world has taught us to judge the people and what they wear and how they look like and didn't tell us how pretty people are from inside.

a little bird found another
to share its lovely song
here i am with no one
though i've tried for so long
to find the missing piece
to the puzzle that's my heart
but i'm beginning to think
that there's no other part

a little bird found another
to share its woven nest
still my heart beats alone
just a thumping in my chest
there's a pair for a shoe
and a *** for the tea
can someone let me know
is there no one for me?

a little bird found the one
here i am, i have none
in all directions i have looked
but still i can't find
someone that would own me
and that i could call mine
i have sung, no one heard
pray tell me, where's my own little bird?

What I want?
Someone who gets me
Knows my personality
Shares my future
Sees my bright side
Accepts my wild side
Understands everyone has a dark side

Someone to share my life
Grow old with
Motivate and encourage each other
Admire the different skills within us
Aspire for the greatness of each other
Being each others rocks,
During downfalls
Enjoy the journey of life together

His cute face , adorable smile
Most masculine scent ever
with which so little effort rises waves of passions in me
And
My smile , cute body
Adorable *** and piercing eyes
Are just added advantages
To the bond we already have
Not the main attraction.

That's what I want ,
That's what I've always wanted.
When the word Love ,
Actually makes sense.

Such a mess am I
I find myself in a hole
I dig deeper
and deeper

Instead of finding my way out
I bury myself deeper
And deeper

Till my hands get sore
My pride is overpowered
By my depression
Then I look for help
To find a way out
Of my own misery.

Till then
I keep burying myself.
Deeper and deeper
In the abyss of nothingness.

So much has happened
In such a short time
I couldn't tell you
What I am feeling right now.

There are so many things
I have to deal with
But I can't face it all at once
I'd go nuts .

For now
I rest in a suspended state
Trying to feel nothing
Trying to think nothing
Trying to keep moving

If I stop
Face it all
I'm afraid
I'll break
Wouldn't know
How to piece myself
Back together.