Sals: Poems

Sals May 2014

Another teen with a happy face
Feeling alone and out of place
There's nowhere to go and nowhere to hide
I'm alive, but dead on the inside.

As long as I'm breathing

Sals Oct 2015

As long as I'm breathing

"It's all in your head"
Is all they ever said.
"They're not real"
"It's not such a big deal"

"Everything will be okay"
Is all they'd ever say
"This too will pass,
None of it will last."

I can't fight this battle alone
I'm nothing but a sinking stone
Finding my way in the dark
With no light, not even a spark.

Where are they now,
Now that I need them?

Every night and everyday
I'll fall to my knees and pray
As long as I'm breathing
God has a reason for my living

for you, the angels will fight.

Sals Jan 2014

for you, the angels will fight.

the angels carry you away
because the devils on his way
you never deserved this life
crying alone every night
you've been acting strong
while everything's been going wrong
And every time you said you’re okay
You looked down and walked away
You fought this battle on your own
Praying every time you’re alone
You needed saving tonight
And for you, the angels would fight

Just one last time, I promise.

Sals Oct 2015

Just one last time, I promise.

The lights are on but I'm in the dark
Lost and alone and so far from home
Could you help me one last time
Before I lose everything that's mine.

Help me not to lose you.

#alone #hope #lost #darkness #him #you #no #lose

The Truth Is

Sals Oct 2014

The Truth Is

The truth is Ill need you forever
Yesterday, today, tomorrow, whenever.
You showed me love, you showed me life
And in a flash, you destroyed my paradise.

You left me alone, broken and empty
I never thought you’d become the enemy.
You’ll never know what you’ve done to me
But I don’t know if I want you to see…

I miss your hugs
I miss your smile
I miss your kisses
I miss your charm
I miss the things we use to discuss
But most of all, I just miss us.

The truth is that without you I just can’t be
That happy girl they use to think was me.

i really dont know where the inspiration for this came from but it came.

#truth #breakup #imissyou #ineedyou #happygirl #thetruthis

you can't run from your fate

Sals Jan 2014

you can't run from your fate

Daddy don’t let me go
There’s so much that you don’t know
Mommy don’t leave me on my own
I can’t walk this road alone
It’s so hard to stay alive
When I dream about suicide
You don’t understand, I’m trapped in my mind
The place where monsters and demons hide
One thing I’ve learnt is that I can’t escape
There’s nowhere to run when you run from your fate

— The End —