I sit at the window and wonder
If your memories are like mine
Or have they been scorched by time
I wonder if you remember my voice
Or if I remember yours
God I miss you more and more
My throat wants to shout on the shore
Just to see if my voice could carry to you
Useless and fruitless as it may be
Just to say I'm sorry
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the ghost i knew still haunts my view...

I'm just another
Voice mail..
Unanswered E-mail..
Unheard prayer ..
Whisper on a scream..
Outlaw..
Outcast..
Back burner bygone..
Stumbling block..
For those I was once loved by
And there for
I forgive them
And move forward
Towards a happy ending
I pray you do the same
After all
That's what good people do!

Always the weird one for being different
Called crazy for having an opinion
Stood up for what's right meant well
Twisted by others seen as doing wrong
Went into the world faced new obstacles
Still can't find a place an outsider
Looking in trying to belong feel complete
Without denying ones self to belong
Old friends become strangers grew apart
Missing their companionship that became hatred
That betrayal hurt the most so much deceit
Seen them like family showed so much love
After a few mistakes cutoff tried unworthy
Even if their was redemption still not forgiven
Move on from this unfortunate turn of events
All held over head like a bad storm of dark clouds