You left me
You left me stranded. . .
Hurting my heart like it was nothing
Why?
Why did you do this to me?
Please. . . .
Dont leave me
I need you here
You died in my arms
I didnt get the chance to say goodbye
Now im completely broken
Im mourning your loss
I cry everyday
Because of you
Now
I have no one to turn to

Im a failure....
Nothing else,
Nobody cares
Im feeling lost
And no one wants to help me
They claim to help me but they lied
Lied to me....
Lied about how I'm going to succeed in life.....
Lied about how good god is
Lied about how life is good

Lies.......

God didn't hear me cry for him.......
He didn't do ****...
Im giving up.....
Im giving up on life......
Nobody seems to care

Nobody wants a failure......
My parents abandoned me
And sent me away.......

Die......
Die in a field of black dying roses,
Where my heart can bleed with them without having anyone asking " are you ok?"

Cause all they want is to lie and cause you more pain,

Goodbye......

Forever.....