Remember this: if it has been forgotten, then it was well said and is now well dead.

i just want to disappear.
i don't really want to be here.
i want to run away
for another day
in the rain
get out of the way of being
a burden.
because that's what i am.
i just want to disappear

She is a winter storm
Cold to the touch and winds to blow you away
A wonderland to follow
Ice and snow create steady patterns on the ground

She, is torrential rain
Pouring down in the middle of the day
Flooding your Earth away

She is a hurricane,
Beautiful and dangerous

She is a human being.
Fire in her eyes,
Spark in her heart,
Life in her fingertips and
Love
In her mind

She is beautiful
Dangerous
Worrisome
Kind
Cautious

Broken

She is the me I aspire to be

Go, just go
I tried saying no
I told you to go away
Leave me alone
I just want to be left alone

Tell me that it's all okay
Tell me it's just another day
Please don't tell me to go away
please, just stay
Stay with me

There's no fire in your eyes
            no spark in your soul
            no life in your touch
You're a shell of a girl
Being put in a whirl
                     a wind
                     a tornado
That never stops, always goes

With DID
There is more than just me
More than three
More like we,
there are 7 of us
All different
not the same
we're not playing a game
so do not pretend to be like us
there is no fuss or muss
no hustle in the same way
these days
i'm not all here nor there
Things get blurry
I can't always be there to hear you

Please just get to know us
Before you disavow us

Winter is a wonderland
Snow coats the Earth
A blanket of soft white pillowy cold
That easily turns to slush