Eye Shoot Open
Look around scared
Rush to find my phone to check the time
Heart beating fast, "Am I late?"
"Do I have time to get ready?"
6:40 am the clock states
Time to get up and start the day

When I see you, I don't know if I should feel happiness or sadness.
I feel happiness because I get to see your beautiful face that seems to have no flaws.

I feel sadness because I know you will never think of me as more than a friend. You will never know the way I feel about you.

While you are off laughing with your friends and slowly forgetting about me, I sit on my bed remembering all the good times we had and how every time I see your precious face my heart breaks into
million pieces.

And instead of helping me pick up the broken pieces, you look me in my eyes and step on each piece one by one

I’m slowly starting to forget you. It’s been the hardest thing for me to do. I know that i shouldn’t even be thinking about you since you never cared, but for some reason I can’t get you out of my head. I still don’t understand how you lied. How you made me feel like you actually cared, that you actually loved me. How could you look me in the eyes and say all those lies. It’s been almost two months since eveything happened. I’m not sure why I still was hoping that you would show up. Why would I want to see someone who hurt me, who lied to me, who cheated on me. But once again, you never showed up. I know that you never think about me. You never think about the nights that we had. You never think about the times we would kiss or the times we would hold eachother tight. You don’t think at all about me. So why can’t i stop thinking about you? I hate that you are on my mind and you make me cry. I just want to forget. I just want to be happy again. And soon I will realize that it’s not that i miss you, it’s just the loneliness speaking...