I’m slowly starting to forget you. It’s been the hardest thing for me to do. I know that i shouldn’t even be thinking about you since you never cared, but for some reason I can’t get you out of my head. I still don’t understand how you lied. How you made me feel like you actually cared, that you actually loved me. How could you look me in the eyes and say all those lies. It’s been almost two months since eveything happened. I’m not sure why I still was hoping that you would show up. Why would I want to see someone who hurt me, who lied to me, who cheated on me. But once again, you never showed up. I know that you never think about me. You never think about the nights that we had. You never think about the times we would kiss or the times we would hold eachother tight. You don’t think at all about me. So why can’t i stop thinking about you? I hate that you are on my mind and you make me cry. I just want to forget. I just want to be happy again. And soon I will realize that it’s not that i miss you, it’s just the loneliness speaking...