ever felt pain and hated it most?
like a bad thing you don't wanna taost
but everyone does it,so why can't you?
if everyone say it,it must be true
all the pain and suffering you have had
it also makes others sad
you are not alone in this
is there more to life than this?
you say you love me but pain it brings
all on the outside my heart sings!
because suffering can mean such horrid things
you must keep quiet and happy
so no one will know
all the pain and suffering you had
keep it all in,don't let it show

Another day
again I'm saying it's gonna be ok
Another day
just trying to last is what I'm tryna say
Another day
runaway thoughts again swirling in my head
Another day
show me why I shouldn't try

i have a box
within,
a message lies for you
these are the secret words
to open the box

when the sun rises
you and I will meet
and when the wind blows
you will know my hearts words

no one loves you
as I do
no one cares for you
  as I do
no one sees you
as I do
no one serves you
as I do
no one hold you close
as I do

as the days go by
my heart fades
and my silence keeps
as the beauty of the world
passes me by
the love i once felt
holds me to sigh
for when the morning comes
the dreamers awake
the stars fade
as my soul grows still
the sun comes up
and my spirit awaits
for a new day
because if the days go by
without a notice
we are shortning our lives
so let us pick a rose
and enjoy this day
for tomorrow lo,
here in this world will we stay?

as i walk to school one day
a boy hit me on the way
i asked him why and hit him back
he said
"sorry your beauty gave me a heart attack"

do i hurt you
as much as you do me
were my accidential slices
that deep?
i didn't mean for it to go this far
now that it has,i cant depart
i said i was sorry
did you accept?

i am falling fast
fastly falling
feeling death
on the tips of my fingers
when i am reaching out for life
beacause death is so beautiful
and life is right
everything i was
was failure
everything i am
is failure
everything i wanna be
is a dream of a failure
because everyone
thinks they are a failure
but failures make this world successful

I now have faith
to go to lands
I cannot see
but in time
I hope to go
and fulfill
my dreams
in Tokyo…


friendships now…
they cannot fade
but sometimes
mellow away
peace of thought,
hope of heart
we walk anew
a brand new start!

fall on me
tell me
everything you wnt me to be
forever in you
forever in me
for everything

i want you to be
everything youve always wanted to be
cause you are you
i am me
so lets be what we were made to be

family loves you most
family cares for you most
family knows about you most
family feels for you most
family annoys you most

they bloom
in full moon
along with mushrooms
theres no typhoons
just a little daisy
and just maybe
I'll find
i am fading

they go together like
butter and jam
love and joy are the opposites
i feel hated
full of strife
i want to pull out the knife
is it the right choice?
all things dark
blood rings in my ear
but like the anime
i smile
for death
is freedom!

the hatred
like a matrix
pulls you deeper
trying to climb but it's steeper
no love
you feel below not above
losing all hope
falling into desperation
it feels like suffocation
the hatred of a nation

why does my heart feel so lonely?
because he used to say you were the only
why can't i get out of bed in the morning
cause you keep giving him glory

when my heart aches who will love me?
find someone new to see
what about when promises dont keep?
then a truthful person is good to be

what if all my love comes crashing down
keep your head up and do not wear a frown
so if i love,will there be pain?
yes,but with love,pain is not gain

i always wanted you
together we finally
could make our dreams come true
cause anything was possible
when i was with you but
they kept on sayin
we'd never
amount to anything
we had many dreams for the future
i....I'll miss you
and our…
unwound future!
I'll be leaving soon
to another place
all of the dreams
we built up from the ground
they never belived them
they just tore them down

grasp the ledge
don't let go
keep up the faith
the wind might blow
the sun setting,getting late
just keep waiting
cause someone may come
and lift you up
so you can see the sun

how to be bored:
do
    nothing
                  all
                       day

cure : eat;sleep;play video games

i am in the unwound future
the opening between time and space
its such a new place
but for mortal its impossible to go to
for i am spirit
a lost soul
i live with love
for love does not fade
over the eternal space
of the future and the past
and love lasts
throughout all of time
can you guess who i am?
i am the one who is never then
the one who never will be
i am now
i am a present
because i am not dead
i wont be dead
i am alive
I Am The Present
a gift for all that can see
to live in the moment
is a beautiful thing

I am sorry
because I could not have you
I am sorry
that my love may have weighed you down
I am sorry
you hate me to the highest point
I am sorry
I could not save you from my own sin
I am sorry
you are no longer mine
I am happy
you can live without me
because I can't live without you....

if you only said
"i love you"
if you only really did
if you only didn't hate me
if you only didn't fib
if you only smiled
if you only laughed
if only i could see you
if only i could live

i want to runaway
to live on my own
to see on my own
the way to live,
the way to breathe
to love like a human
and not like a rock
to see the places
I've always wanted to see
to go to school
it would be such a breeze
switch my life around
and sit on the ground
work like a person
oh,to runaway

all my problems
all my insecurities
all my fears
all my hates
all my feelings
and all my loves

when he was on the cross
satan thought he won
when he said it was finished
the disciples thought their chance was gone
when he was put in the tomb
the pharisees still didnt think it was over
when he was in the tomb
he was poroclaiming his victory over death
when he arose
satan knew he lost

let go of the fears of life
let go of the tears of strife
let go of the responsibilities
let go of the immorality
let go of old age
let go and act like youre young
let go and have some fun
let go but don't give up
cause if you fell off that cliff
someone can catch you

the likeness between us
is nothing less than trust
for eachother we do not lust
but if see eachother,we must

the likeness we have
you cannot spam
it's true together we laugh
as the world we map

living and dying
are both the same
we know through the pain
that our lives cant be lame
we have to have trials
trials and tribulations
like godot said
"i cant see red"
so if were dying
might as well know we're dead

im looking for a fighter...
im looking for someone to say
love you too
because ive been alone too long now..
and my pain only grows stronger
and my love grows longer

love cannot be replaced
cannot have one taste
its not something to waste
when it's given
the world is shaken
and the tired and depressed awaken

like a breeze
but still
like trees
watery
but dry

In the moonlit graden
I watch and pray
beacuse all my dreams have
faded away
the nodding bluebells
the dancing liles
for you I fell
although it sounds silly

my garden
where the lilies laugh
and the daisies are in a daze
and the bluebells look up
and the sweet peas sway in the breeze
and the sunflowers look at the sun
and the roses blush like me!
the lavenders are most purple
and the ivy most green
its so lovely to see
the great garden God made for me!

live like a bird and fly high
love like a dog,stick close to lovers
laugh like rippling streams
cry like the rain drops from the sky
sigh like the wind in the trees
fly like the leaf in a breeze
stay firm,like a rock in your belief
dance like the stars twinkle

they said it
and its over
i am done
and i am leaving
to a place i can be freely
i am dancing upon
the waves of pains
a single girl forever
unloved
unheard
unknown
unspoken

one shot to win
this game im playing in
and would it be a sin
if i really wanted to win?

out on the sunny palm beaches
where ocean to the sands beeseches
the water is perfectly salted
i wish the seaweed was smaller
i shall watch the waves meet the bay

like walking by a river
singing in the rain
sitting by the lake
having perfect peace

roses are red
violets are blue
im using ink
and writing for you
i do hope you love
words on a page
sing it like this and
you'll find that it rings!
love is like glass
it reflects back to you
so if you love me
i will love you
people do smile
people do frown
but with a laugh
you'll earn a crown!
with crowns will we
be king and queen
with love and laughter!

saokes my face
in a cold embrace
makes me laugh
its been a day and a half
of rain rain rain
ots sometimes a pain
but i love it!

they are soft
like velvet
or silk
something beauty
cannot defy

red like
cherry wine
in a beautiful
cup of
crystal glass

they smell
like the most
expensive
perfume
in the world

you look at me
smiling happily
in that garden green
ivy and moss
small sweet faires
bluebells and daisys
i love your smile
its woth the while

can you see me
can you hear me
because im sinking
under the waves of stress
drowning
in my own sea of depression
save me
cause i know only you can do it
so save me
and heal me

seeing for the ones with doubt
is believing
believing for the ones with faith
is seeing

in london
my little house
drinking coffee
wearing a blue blouse
discussing the next mystery
with professor layton
don paulo has been sinister lately
living in little london

stick up for what you belive
stick up for the friend you belive in
stick up for the ones who cant themselves

you are special
tell me you
you know a lot
tell me you
you see a lot
tell me you
you want to know me?
I'll tell it all

first love is fun
first breakup is pain
second love is not trusted
second breakup is normal
third love you think you have love
third breakup you never not love
and you never have another

the ring
that fell from the high heavan
to be protected and placed
on a finger to save
but it mattered to all and none
were saved

Time can heal a broken heart
Time can heal scars,in part
Time can heal pain
Time can heal shame
Time can heal all the same