I'm fading with the light.
My shadow takes flight
naked unseen from sight
'til full moon midnight.

Its a cloudy day ☁️
But birds are chirping and the
air is warm , that’s good

In shadows where my dreams once glowed,  
An imaginary friend’s tales overflowed.  
In that world, fears take flight,  
Yet by day, I'm gripped by fright,  
A scary solitude, weakness bestowed.  

With memories softly entwined,  
In this paradise world, solace I find.  
But mental illness creeps near,  
Loneliness whispers here,  
As I wander through fragments of mind.

"Id die for my family"
however, unlike you, they dont want you to die
your son wants you to quit smoking
and your partner wants you to stop hurting yourself
your young daughter wants you to hug her
and your mom wants you to quit your bad habits
You're willing to die for them
But would you change for them?