I am so tired,
of this life,
of the world around me.

I want to fly away,
from this

I want to drown myself,
in deep, blue sea.

And then,
breathe again.
different air.

         Sarah S.

All the tears that i have swallowed,
I still feel them in my throat.
With every breath i take
I feel them.
They are like an arrow in my chest.
Home of sadness,
fear
and pain.
I wish i could  cry them all out
and just be happy and brave.
But that doesn't help
They are always there
Sitting on my chest.

There is a circle
around my feet
that you never break.

Even when you
hug me
you are so far away
from that border.

But it's not only you
That circle is
always with me

no one can get close
to my heart.

No one will ever understand.

dark pits in which
I sleep

sunny forests
where I run.

Your eyes are so beautiful.
Green like a forest.
When I look at them ,
I get lost in their deepness and glow.

Two emeralds.
Always filled with love and understanding,
strongness and gracefullness.
They represent your soul so perfectly,
In the way words can't.

Sarah S.