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Jul 2020 AP Hastens

Little Red

You grabbed
The rope and chair

And hanged yourself
In the air

You listened to
The voices and their pleas

As they celebrate
Your death with glee

You closed your eyes
As they smiled

As they partied
Like animals, so wild

For you have commited
A sin they craved

That has sent you
To your grave

...

You opened your eyes
And so far as you can see

Is an endless void
That you did not forsee

You regretted the decision
That you have made

But it is now
Far too late

First ending to the poem "Insanity"

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

Mirror

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

Little Red

Mirror

Mirror

Mirror on         the wall

Why can't                         I recognise

my reflec                              tion at all?

I recognise the                    face and skin

But not the                       personality

within             within

Oh Mirror mirror

On the wall

Tell me

who

am

I

At

all?

Welp I tried my best to make this look like a mirror and I failed horribly :]

And yes the mirror I made is certainly not on a wall ;]

#mirror #ego #alterego #opposite

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

What if? (Pt. 2)

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

Little Red

What if? (Pt. 2)

What if parallel timelines are real

Different earth

Different people

Different you

But what if in that timeline

Everyone was there

Everyone in your timeline was there

Same earth

Same family

Same friends

Same events

Except for one...

You were never born

You weren't there

You never existed

But the thing is everything was fine

God it hurts to even think about that

To think that if you disappeared

Nothing significant will happen

Your actions, achievements meant nothing

It's like you never really mattered

Huh. Guess I'm useless after all

...

Puberty ***** y'know?

#randomthoughts

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

Just a question

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

Little Red

Just a question

They say that before you respect others
You have to respect yourself first
But what if you don't respect yourself?
Can you still respect others?
Do you still have the right to respect others?

To be honest
I don't really know

Answers will be appreciated
Thank you

I know this is a very stupid question, although I may or may not respect myself, I still try my best to respect others. I "try".
So this saying kinda contradicted my way of doing things and just made me wonder kinda stupid but whatevs

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

When will we learn?

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

Little Red

When will we learn?

We abused her
We didn't heed her warnings,
Her screams
Despite everything the we have done
to her,
She still warned us,
Yet we did not listen
And we're paying the price
For our ignorance

When will we learn
That our actions have consequences?

Stay safe everyone

#earth

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

To the guy I love

Jul 2020 AP Hastens

Whisperer

To the guy I love

I know you love me ,
You said so your self

I know you're trying to heal me ,
You didn't say so but I can see it in every effort you make

But it's difficult to un-break me
So I'll just act like I'm alright

I'll give you a fake smile
Hoping you won't see straight through the lie

Thank you for trying

#broken #try #fakesmile #effort