If I had known that twenty-six
Would look so much like thirteen,
I would have kept at least one
Elastic training bra to
Remind me I’m better at
Working under the wire now.

I'm lost
I'm lost in the summer nights
Which is blinded by city lights
I'm lost in the nostalgia
Which is sweet like an euphoria
I'm lost
And i don't know if i want to be saved

I am more exhausted than I care to admit
People don't worry anymore
I've gotten so good at hiding this..
this hinderance

I am more sad than I care to admit
mainly because I swear everyone is using me
and I'm tired of that too

I'm tired of love
I'm tired of happiness
I'm tired of being stuck
I'm tired of feelings

victor is
happy with
formidable war