RoyHal

RoyHal Apr 2018

Destiny

I'll leave my thoughts here
To breathe out loud with no regard
Of the very silent presence of life

My thoughts huff and puff
Been knocking on possibilities doors
Upthe 30th floor i must say
Been running up the stairs of fears

So now my thoughts sits at destiny's office
A minute early for the interview
Tries to catch her breath,seated next to Life
and,"Next Interviewee",shrills the receptionist,a rather unattractive man called Assumption

slightly out of breath,she breathes in.
IM here

#destiny

RoyHal Apr 2018

Mine

His.......
How is HE?
I smile....Where is HE?
All dressed up
Did HE buy you the dress?

20 minute conversation
Nobody bothered to ask how I am .
Im quiet I know,but not invisible
"MY dreams are coming along fine" I dont say.Thanks for not asking

You put a ring on it
And I jump chasing your dreams
I must learn to be realistic
I...

Call me a lunatic for leaving
Five years after trying to fit all this woman into your comfy box
''You had it all"
But no

All I ever wanted was to be mine...
Leave me Wild like that

Let me rant peacefully

#identity #mine

RoyHal Apr 2018

Tears

He loves my smile.
He holds my tears
He holds my laughs now
But somehow my feet are still floating
Not sure where my heart will know as home

#tears #new #love

RoyHal Apr 2018

Iv

Ive been trying to write happy poems
Its 8 months since I left..and im still trying

RoyHal Apr 2018

TIME

I am a myriad of emotion
A tower of confusion
I love him,I love him not
I chose self over him yet hate self destruct at his memory

For us time should have stood still
We loved like eternity were our slave
How do you tell time to stop doing its beautiful work?
To stop headbutting us into rooms bigger than ourselves
To stop beckoning us to destiny's call

Time should have stood still
But I guess Grandpa Clock has no favorites
...no matter then

RoyHal Apr 2018

You

I really wanted it to be you.
****,I truly did

#you #wanted

RoyHal Mar 2018

I love myself

Mindblown
I love myself, I let your security go
4 years into high school puppy love
With kids names chosen and a home under construction
But my dreams and ambitions were under demolition

I love myself,I let the mindless love I had for you go.
Cause you loved another
You look at her and me and our faces melt over each other's
I love myself enough to let me hurt;at least it'll save me

Leaving 2 men i loved the most in my life

#love #hurts #selflove #let #go