You were just a small bump before you were taken from me.
You were only a small bump when I had to feel you leave. You were only a small bump before you felt beauty in love and happiness and that was taken away. My lullaby I sing to you to heaven from earth. Wondering what your body would look like, would feel like in my arms. I hope you see mama growing stronger because of you. I hope you hear mama singing to you. One day I will be able to hold you in my arms and I will be the happiest mama when I get to see you. But for now, we will both have to wait because mama has to stay strong for you and for me.

Everyone has that one person who you will never stop loving. Someone who can make you smile without even talking. Someone who keeps you up at night because you keep playing perfect scenarios in your head. You fall asleep thinking of them and then see them in your dreams. A dream that would never come true. Someone who makes you a better you. Someone who makes you want to love yourself.