It happens in stages, every time.
Three meals a day, seven days a week
Whether healthy or unhealthy, who cares?
One meal a day, twice a week
As healthy as can be followed by exercise.
No meals a day, seven days a week
Hours of exercise
If I **** up, it doesn't stay with me long
And
I
Berate
Myself
For being so weak.
Control.
Control.
Control.
Control.
...
God******.
Purge.
Try again.
Control.
Control.
Contral?
Conpital?
Cospital.
Hospital.
Lie.
I'm fine.
Forgot.
Sorry.
Try again.
Control.
Water.
Wait.
Control.
****.
Too much.
Water goes down.
Water comes up.
Control.
Ow.
Control.
Control.
Water.
Smoke.
Wait
.
.
.
Settled.
Scale.
Too high.
Control.
Water.
Wait.
Scale.
Too high.
Control.
Treadmill.
No water.
No weight.
Settle.
Scale.
Too high.
Measure.
Treadmill.
Control.
Control?
No.
Hospital.
Lie.
Believe me.
Lie.
Lie.
Lie.
Lie.
Finally.
Control.
Eat.
Purge.
Eat.
Purge.
Nibble.
Water.
Smoke.
Settle.
Purge?
No.
Control.
Stand?
No.
Sit.
Breathe.
Stand?
No.
Pills.
Water.
Lie down.
Rest.
Stand?
Slowly.
Fall.
Stand.
*****.
Control.
*****.
Water.
Smoke.
Settle?
Settled.
Control.
Water.
Exercise.
Control.
Control.
Control.
Die.
It happens in stages, every time.
This is a long one, whoops.