Alec Llaneta

Alec Llaneta Jul 2019

Falling for you, was like jumping out of an airplane
But... no parachute :)

Mistake i know, nut hell
Its the first time... love does blind

I landed... thankfully
But in pieces... oh

Hitting the ground at terminal velocity
Then came the pain and misery

I am over exaggerating, i don't put you at fault
I guess I forgot the parachute...
And trusted you

Alec Llaneta Jul 2019

Do yo ever listen to me?

Mom: Do you ever listen?
Me: Do  you ever listen to me?

Have you ever heard
My sadness, my tears
From school to home
Crying myself to sleep
Just for being the black sheep

Have you ever heard
My aching heart
It's ability to sympathize and have empathy
To play along with other's melody
And to feel what others feel
The ***** the makes me human,
The bridge that helps me connect

Have you ever heard?
My emotions and trials
My pain and my suffering
Have you ever heard?

Alec Llaneta Jul 2019

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Thank you broken heart... and the person who broke it
Like a broken plate, I cut myself holding on to it
My wound weeps of blood and love for you

So much so that, that I don't have any for myself
And so I don't let go.
It would need stitches and it will leave a scar
But with time it will heal

But for now, in the space in between
Past tense and future tense
Tired
Deflated

Being lazy is easy
But productive is hard
I wanna lose myself to my flaws
But a part of me want to work on them

So I gave myself two weeks
To mourn over this dead relationship
Let the pain all out
In tears then in fist

I glued together what parts of me remain
I used little cause there was so little to put back together
In the end it only gave me 40%
As the other 60% was missing or destroyed

Alec Llaneta Jul 2019

A debate for another time; My side

No, I have a more reformed view
A more realistic approach...

End of the day, no one is perfect for you
Pure, simple, a life fact, a done deal

But when your with someone
Of course you ain't perfect, but to them you are

With the work and effort
You become perfect for them

What is pain without love and vice versa?
How can you tell if something is sweet without first knowing what sour is?

#love #debate #life

Alec Llaneta May 2019

If love was

If love was time, I would stop it right here
To keep it from going forward, to keep it from going back
For tomorrow is uncertain and yesterday is already known
I will stick with what's in front of me
You and me alone

If love was the stars, I'll only look at one
To brighten when its day
To warm me up when its night

If love was you
I'll stop right there and fall for you

#love #relationshipgoals

Alec Llaneta May 2019

Collection of quotes said in a Lifetime

I shall pray for you the universe, so that you may have the stars tomorrow

As you have the stars today, I pray that you be one too
And that  you bring warmth to those around you
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I wander around endlessly, as a way to stumble upon meaning accidentally
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I dream't of a past person, in future tense
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Reach for the moon for if you fall you fall among the stars
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I wonder why we wish to grow up?
How goes the world at your end?
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When it rains, the world cries with me
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The world can burn, but it can burn on Monday

Quotes, random but touching. Rare but profound :)

#quotes #lifetime #life

Alec Llaneta May 2019

When you lie

When people lie
The first to go are the eyes
As there a window into the soul
They look away to stop you peering in

When you lie
Your eyes meet mine
And yet all i see is the black obsidian reflecting back
Beautiful, captivating, a black hole ******* me in

When people lie
Their hear beats spikes
From 120 beats per minute
To well over 200

When you lie
It's my heart beat that spikes not your's
As every word is music to my ears
That my my heart plays along, note for note

When people lie
They get nervous
They stutter, they fall
The minefield of a conversation, as each step could be its last

When you lie
You say so with confidence
Truth mixed with a lie, half truths, half lie
The line gets blurry, I can't help myself feel dizzy, and fall into yours arms for stability...

#love #loved #lies #lie #people