They say there ways light at the end of the tunnel sometimes  i feel like i see the darkness more than the light but when i sit an think about it the light its always there to guide you through the darkness and you don't feel afraid no more

you know your connected to someone when you feel them when they are not around
you know your connected to someone when you can tell how they are feeling without knowing
you know your connected to someone when you can dream bout them
you know your connected to someone when you can think of them on any random day
you know your connected to someone when you can think of them on any random night
you know your connected to someone when you have a gut feeling that it's true
you know your connected to someone when well you just know

Doesnt matter
The size you wear
The size you are
The colour of your skin
The colour of your hair
The colour of your eyes
The way you talk
The way you walk
The way you hear
The way you see
The way you love
The way you cry
The way you sleep
They way you live
They way you are sick
How much money you have
Or even they way you died
Only thing different is that when we bleed the blood is one colour red.

I see things
I feel things
I know things
No one listens to me
No one hears me
I see things
I feel things
I know things
Going somewhere
Siting somewhere
I see things
I feel things
I know things
Laying somewhere in bed of flowers
No time to cry
I see things
I feel things
I know things

Do not know this

I walk with you
I talk with you
I hold with you
But you do not know this
I cry with you
I sit with you
I stand with you
But you do not know this
I lay with you
I sit with you
I'm here or there with you
But you know do not know this
I do not let you know this for you will cry if you ever knew
But I'm here watching you .

i watch you walk
i watch you talk
i watch you listen
i watch you sit
i watch you  just being you
i don't know why i do the things  i do just to watch you
but all i know is i could never leave its like a drug and drink just for awhile you feel nothing but then when its gone you feel unwanted so i watch as you do the things you do just know ill never leave you all lone.

Tears in heaven

I cried when I found out
You cried when you found out
I wonder why when I found out
You wonder why when I found out
I think of you every day
You think of me every day
I try to hold myself together
You tried to hold yourself together
I know your never far as always near
You know I'm never far I'm always near
I couldn't bring myself to say goodbye
You couldn't bring yourself to say goodbye
I wish you were here
You wish I was here
I Cry sometimes
You cry sometimes
But together we r alive

Love has no time
A heart has no time
Life has no time
Each day we live
Each day we die
Each night we live
Each night we die
The sun shines
The rain does fall
Beauty is showed in random places
Fire burns longer then the sun shines
Understanding the moon
Earth worked for the living
Arms hold tight
Feet walked far
But love has no time
A heart has no time
A lie has no time
Each day we live
Each day we die
Each night we live
Each night we die

i was born in 1982
i was lonely childhood
i was lonely high school years
i was lonely child
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was in loved with the wrong one
i was lonely
i was a mother
i was called names
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was in loved again
i was beaten
i was lonely
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was happy
i was sad
i was angry
i was happy again
i was sad again
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982
i was happy yet again
i was sad so sad again
can't seem to get out of it i just wanna died
i was happy again
i was sader again
i was lost so lost
i was happy happy happy
now im ..........
i was born in 1982
i was born in 1982

Will you remember me when I'm gone
Will you remember me when I'm a live
Will you remember me when I was there for you
Will you remember me when the sun goes down
Will you remember me when moon shines
Will you remember me like the flowers do
Wi ll you remember me like the animals do
Will you remember me like  my Angel's do
Will you remember me like my demons do
Will you remember me like rain does
Will you remember me like my tears do
Will you remember me at all

Don't let the darkness take you to far learn to control your demons before your demons learn to control you

Right now someone crying
Right now someone laughing
Right now someone sad
Right now someone happy
Right now someone dieing
Right now someone giving birth
Right now someone homeless
Right now someone working
Right now someone hungry
Right now someone eating
Right now someone sleeping
Right now someone a wake
Right now someone dealt
Right now someone on the phone
Right now someone driving
Right now someone losing time
Right now someone making memories
Right now someone lonely
Right now someone celebrate a birthday
Right now someone thinking
Right now someone talking
Right now someone...

I love you
I was lost and unloved
I was crying at night
I was crying in day
I was felted left behind
The longer I wanted the longer I hide
Sun shine
It rained
My Heart didn't wanna
The one day I found you
And my life changed
You make me smile
You make me laugh
You make me happy
You made me live again
You make me safe
You make me beautiful even when I wanna cry
I love you until the day I die.

If heaven had a place where i could go to visit you i would go in heartbeat
just to hold you again
to talk to you again
to kiss you again
to hug you again
to say i love you again
so i'll just sit here staring up at the sky knowing that  one day i'll see you again.

Wall stands tall
Wall stands high
Wall stands alone
Wall painted with colours
Wall wants to come down but won't
Wall needs new wall
Wall runs for miles with out stopping for air
Wall not what you want but what you get to feel safe
Wall time heals from scars
Wall can be beautiful when need be
Wall can come down when the time is right
Wall stands tall
Wall stands high
Wall stands alone .

my sweet angel girl
my heart
i miss you
i miss your laugh
i miss your jokes
i miss your smile
my sweet little girl
when i'm upset i think of you
your my sweet baby girl

I dont care

You think I care what you think
You  think I care what you say
You think I give a **** I dont
Jealousy is ugly word
You  wanna be ***
I can be a *****
Fake is half this town
The rest of them are clowns
The real gets hated
The fakes get horned
I hear alot
I see alot
Jealousy is a bad word
Karma a *****
So sit and wait
Maybe I'll  be there maybe I wont
Cant make them stop
But I'll sure as hell will stop them
Jealousy is not my friend

Random thoughts

Random house cross country is it really good
Why must people will be so sad
Time for sleep in a bit
I dont have the time
Where are we
Night to day
Day to night
Moonlight is a great way to love you
Morning will be fine for you but not me
I cant remember when we were talkin bout him
Just know that you are not going anywheres
Laying down watching a little girl who would love to see her dad
Spirits are the same as yesterday
The wait until he comes bck to her
But you do not have to go
Sadly I think so.

love was in the air for us
love placed us
love was showing fear but hidden
under was love for us
our love is warm no change in that
mind set right forever
until our dying day

In darkness you feel almost alive for no one can see your pain
but in the light you can see your pain but for no one can see your alive.

i love you happy birthday
you came when i wasn't looking
you came when i was feeling lost
you came when i needed you
you came when i couldn't love myself
you came when you were losted
you came when the timing was right
i wouldn't change a thing
i will not leave you for another
love is real
we found each other when  we both didn't know it
you make me happy
you love me
i love you
you protect me
i protect you
you may be younger than me but doesn't matter you'll all i need
hope you have wonderful birthday
loves alots
happy birthday

here
here
never far
Which makes me good
You use
You lie
You probably even steal
Take for granted all that does
run with the wind
Hide from the rain
Walked the streets with low self support
An wonder why no one cares
Take a deep breath
And go your own way
Time will tell what you need to hear
But no one will be there or near.

A face so beautiful
Look in the mirror
Skin so nice
Tears run down
Weak heart cuts
Voice wants to stop
Scars are remind
Stood in distances
Catch a simple kiss
The touch of taste.

Laughter crazy
Dancing free
Trust maybe
Heaven knowing my name
What a feeling escaping from this drink

Christmas

Joyful
Sadful
Spirts vist
A time to come together
Love ones near and far
Lights are shining
Tree's are present
Food is cooking
now time for presents
Dont believe that is just for presents
This is your life and hope of dozens
The Grinch is watching
waiting to make his move but never touching so with that said Merry Christmas

Pain
Pain
No one know this
No one own this
No one loves it
No one wants it
No one sees it
But everyone wants to share it
But everyone wants to talk about it
Sad
Happy.
Crying
There a comes a time when you have to let it go
All of the above

Darkness
Days go by
Nights come and go
Wanting to stay in bed
Wanting to sleep
Wanting to feel again
Wanting nothing from no one
Wanting nothing but to be hold
Wanting someone tell I'm not worthless
Dreaming of you like a fool
Dreaming of a life that will always be a dream
When crying no one around
Cutting was my only way out
I can do better
I know I ******* can
Why why why
Why do my demons want to play now
Angles fighting for me but my demons are winning.

I loved you before I met you
I loved you before I seen you
I loved you before I loved myself
I loved you when you said I love you
I loved you when we said I do
I loved you then and still do
I love you

time has no dated
a kiss holds love
a cry speaks
eyes tell stories
clouds make rain
joy brings laughter
love brings happiness
souls bring married
a mirror faces many masks
mind hold the key to hearts
secrets ruin lives
a mess is what you fix
emotions is what you have
history is what makes you
a key holds a dream
a heart holds love, and pain
someday things will happen with in your control or not
faded is what happens when people forget you over time
aware of your feeling
dull can't be helped
chains can be broken
silences is just silence but can break you down

My teddy bear

Hes strong
Hes funny
Hes so so werid
Hes my protector
Hes my friend
Hes my life
Hes my world
Wouldn't change anything about him
Even if time stand still
He can be annoying at times
He can be lazy from time to time
I love him
Hes my little teddy bear

A woman's cry
Found someone to love maybe for a long time
Everything looking fine
One day changed
Loving hands put marks are you
Makes you wanna cry
So you forgive for other try
Few months go by
Loving hands leave marks
You sit and cry thing why
You finally had enough
So you leave without saying goodbye
Years go by
So you give other try
Same thing came a rise
Trying to **** you out for a time
Making you less of a woman
Calling you names out of angry
Your wondering why
Now this time you fight back
But  you never died
You want to cry
People controlled it
You lived it
You felt it
You wont do that again
So again you leave but this time you say goodbye

Fall
Poem by me
Face so cold
Best to stay inside for the moment
Beath Deeply
Realizeing the days are longer
The nights are shorter
Watch as it rains
Finally a reason for all this waiting with every full touch and red blood boiling
Reality seeking in
That fall is soon over

I love you

I love you
I love you more
I love you
I love you near
I love you
I love you  far
I love you
I love you  before
I love you
I love you now
I love you
Days and nights go by
I love you
Sun turns to moon
I love you
I dont think I ever will stop
I love you

depresstons is not something someone can talk about
but someone wants to listen
depression is not something that everyone has
but everyone wants to get rid of
depression is not something someone can get rid of so easily
try to go for help  
depression is not something someone can pass down
smile and everything will be okay
depression is not something that wants to stay but does
smile and everything will be okay
depression is not something that stays away
take pills
depressions is not something  that people want
but do
depression is not something you  say
but you do
depression is not something you want to live with
but some do
depression  kills kills kills

on a october day the wind was blowing
and leaves were falling down off the trees.
all different colours , some were red yellow and orange
as the leaves were falling down they were coming down in a wave like motion
the leaves covered the ground couldnt even see the stones that were on the ground

A poem I wrote
You came to me in a dream I did not you it was you
More and more each day goes by your what I need
Rumours flaming
Iditos dancing
Jealously is ugly world
More and more is spended with you I'm always happy
I'm never sad I'm always glad
You're near but never far
I wouldn't trade you  for anything
Wouldn't want to
Being with you changed my life
A loving hand to hold
A loving heart to know
Cuddling
Sleeping I dream
Throught the days
Throught the nights
I love you
Tina lombardo

good for those who loved this time of year and want to celebrate it
the tree is up
the lights are up
the gifts are wrapped
the food is cooking
the drinks are flowing
the pets are sleeping
the family is talking
the friends are visiting
the snow is falling
the stores are closing  
the weather is freezing
time of year to be happy  
this time of year is when you don't want to celebrate it wants to be alone
the tree is nowhere to be found
the lights aren't up
no gifts wanted
no food cooking  
maybe some drinks
the pets are there for you
the family not around
the friends not talking
the snow is here
the stores are closed
the weather is  making it hard for you
time of year to be depressed

Days go by I sit I stand I lay
Days go by I talk im quite
Days go by I hurt I'm sad
Days go by I cry I laugh
Days go by I wonder I know
Days go by I sleep iam a wake
Days go by I eat I don't
Days go by I play I don't
Days go by I wish I don't
Days go by I want to live I don't
Days go by I feel like I should run away I don't
Days go by and I say love is true but it's not
Days go by days go by.

Few Things

A face ugly or beauty
A man who wants to be
A tear cry out for help
Stay not knowing anything but waiting
Years some are good some are bad
Care for what you have
Empty no time feel that
Living sharing , loving , happines
Sound of a voice
Held on to things and people
Alive when you feel this let me know
Breathe something we must do
Memory holding on tight
Burning down the bridge you build up to walk over
Path making what yours
Heaven with wings
Share is caring
Wings fly
Smile to hide to shine
Goodbye not forgotten
Breeze  i hear your name
Comfort knowing your safe
Reget why not
Songs to save your soul

ou are...

My sunshine when it's rain...
My cure when I feel pain...

I'm the bus...
You are the plane.

You are...

the clean when I am dirt...
my shoulder when I hurt...

I'm the ****...
You are the squirt.

You are...

summer in the winter...
You are a needle when I have a splinter...

I am the ink...
You are the Printer.

You are...

Spring when it pours...
umbrella for my sores...

I may have a key to open the stores....
You can prevent the wars.

You are...

A dragon to my fairy...
when I am with you life ain't so scary...

I my have to pray to the ****** Mary...
to keep you...

don't wan't **** to get hairy.

You are...

everything to me...
everything i think about...
everything I dream about...

i will love you forever...
long after I'm dead....
forever.

thanks for loving me. <3

short poem

Fingers resting on my face
bones shattering in space
a woman feeling naked love with insane energy
society undernaeth waiting to strike
looking a shut down box

lonely but not
sad but not
happy but not
glad but not
love but not
hopeful but not
sleep but not
life but not
death but not
thoughts but not
talking but not
angry but not
bad but not
good but not

Wings are flying as thedust ages
Your stomach and lungs are shutting down
Feeling sick after drinking your spirits
As the universe grows golden in your veins

A poem I wrote
friends come and go
Just like  the leaves flows
Standing by like clocks watch times
Passionate fruit
Come as you are
Walking along ***** road
Aminamls sleeping
Flowers hiding
Dancing all around
Loving hand
A sorry sign
Door closing
Windows open
Fresh air
Tv on
Watching as light
Locked the door in fight
Tina lombardo

You know what I'm thinking about me too
I'm not sure when you cry
But you do know that you are going to be founded by me
I want you to know that
You dont have to go
Stay with me for a long time
I can promise you this I will never forget u
I found out that I was there when you cry
I'm not going anywheres

Tattoo girl part 2
Tattoos
New
Some old
Who cares
If I did I would cry
Not many could understand
Not my game
I try
But some wont understand
That's ok
I dont for your pleasure
I do for me
Do I look like I care
Some might say yea u do
But I don't
People could go on an on an I still wouldn't give a ****
Want to know why ?
Cause tattoos are art no need to say why
For those who a opinion
You can keep walking cause I dont care
I'm me I wont change
Just I got tattoo doesn't me the devil
I'm person
I'm mother
I'm daughter
I'm fiancee
I'm me
So *******

Daddy's Girl

Just memories I have
Just years I had
Just the sound of your car running is all i hearded
Phone calls
Seeing your face with a smile or lauhgter
listening to songs  of  yours
Sharing the path you put me on
Wanting to held on tight
Never wanted to say goodbye
But heaven gained your wings
Slowly empty tears

Time has no date
A kiss holds love
A cry speaks
A dream to hold, build
Eyes tell stories
Clouds make rain
Joy bring laughter
A love brings happiness
A soul brings marriage
A key holds the key to hearts
A lie ruins lives
Time is what you can fix
Emotions is what you have
History is what you make
Fade happens when people forget you in time
Chains can be broken
Silence can break you down.

behind these brown eyes there tears that fall almost every night
behind this smile is tears that fall almost every night
behind theses brown eyes is pain no one knows about
behind this smile there is pain no more no ones about
behind these brown eyes is a world no one knows about
behind this smile is a world no one knows about
behind these brown eyes is soul that wants nothing but to shine
behind this smile is a soul that wants nothing but to shine
as i sleep i dream
as i sleep i think
as i sleep i feel no pain
as i sleep i see no tears
as i sleep all i see is nothing

I'm here
I'm there
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
I see
I feel
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
Holding on time
Playing with fire
Thought running through your head
Dacing around
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
I keep a eye
But cant understand why
I'm never far
But ill hold you dear
Just wanna make that clear
I'm everywhere