I'm here
I'm there
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
I see
I feel
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
Holding on time
Playing with fire
Thought running through your head
Dacing around
I'm everywhere
You'll never know where I'll be
I keep a eye
But cant understand why
I'm never far
But ill hold you dear
Just wanna make that clear
I'm everywhere

I wish heaven had visiting hours
I wish heaven had a bench
I wish heaven had a phone
I wish heaven had visiting hours so I could visited for hours
I wish heaven had a bench so I could sit with you for hours
I wish heaven had a phone so I could talk to you for hours just to hear your voice
I wish I had more time
I wish god would turn back hands of time.
I just wish....

jealousy ugly word
doesn't know when to stop
make the change
hating for no reason
trying to find away
jealousy ugly word
not my fault
cant hide it
making rude marks
making up lies
jealousy ugly word
stomp off
silences crys
jealousy ugly word
karma got you back
wanting pity where you go
not falling for it
jealousy ugly word

Goodbye my love
Goodbye  my friend
Goodbye my happy
Goodbye  my sad
Goodbye  my depression
Goodbye  my sun
Good bye my night
Goodbyemy nature
Goodbye my drink
Goodbye my drug
Goodbye  my woods
Goodbye my life
Goodbye again.

Lay awake a night
Desire to fit in
Just a chance to make a point
A joyful power
Landed in space
Chest pounding
Poetry is a waken

Tell me one thing
Say something
Looking at me
You  try to hide
I see it  all the time
I know things
I see things
I feel things
Dont tell me not to cry
Maybe might not but you did
You try to hide it like it's a crime
But why
You never even gave me a try
You  think I'm no good
You make me wanna die
I'm nothing but cold air
You  want a thing who doesnt care if ur alive
But yet you wonder why I cry
I just want you  to know engery doesnt lie
Stop your feeling just fine
Maybe you  care maybe you dont
But your words are nothing they all went a died
So now will you clue in and give it a try

Untitled
Footsteps of loved one
The wind blowing is you saying i'm here
The rain is you saying I cired
The sun shining is you saying i'm happy
The clouds is you saying I'm sad
The fog is you saying I miss you
The flower is you saying don't worry
The birds is you saying hi
The butterfly's is you saying I'm always here
The trees is you saying you are not alone
The feather is you saying i was here

Sitting alone
Wondering what the world is doing
Taking chances
Lighting smokes
Falling down to the ground
Time wasting
Love making
Jaws breaking
Flowers
Spiders
Wasting time writing this
Wasting time reading this
Boredom kicked in

One day i sat in silence thinking of why
One day I sat in silence chained in time
One day I sat in silence trying to be free my mind
One day I sat in silence fading away with time
One day I sat in silence aware that someday I'm going to died
One day I sat in silence trying to kiss the sky
One day I sat thoughts come to mind
One day I sat in silence with mixed emotions
One day I sat in silence

International women's day

Spended time apart
when time came became mother
When time came became aunt
When time came became a sister
When time came became grandmother
When time came became work
Whe  time came became loving
When time came became whole
Sometimes its was rough
Sometimes  nothing works out  right
Whe  time came woman took it all day or night
Known as  *******
Known as crazy
Known a ******
But always got the job done
Over time the world became to take that woman are strong a s wonderful
A d the men would be lost worh out them
Smarter
Loving
Caring
Stronger
Queens
Princess
*******
Woman we are

I'm here
Not for a long time
I'm here to help
I'm here to see
I'm here to talk
I'm here to love
I'm here to like
I'm here to feel
I'm here to hold
I'm here
But not for long time
I'm here prove
I'm here to hide
I'm here to play
I'm here to fight
I'm here to live
But not a long time

A smoker will smoke a cigarette
A smoker will smoke ****
A smoker will smoke what they find weather its  clean or *****
A smoker will enjoy the taste
  A smoker will smoke for anxiety , depressed , sad and nervous
sometimes even when happy
A Smoker doesn't care if they cause a fight their nicotine is their fight
  I have no idea why I wrote this poem it just pop in my head .

Christmas is a time for love
A time for happiness
Dreams,mistole kisses
Kids wishing
Parents wrapping
Laughing with family, friends
And the year of hurt and pain go away just for one day
Some people having nothing or loves one gone
But they hold on a story for all
I wish that this year people get everything they wanted and hope for
Wonderful time even though the world ******* down
Merry Christmas and happy new year.

I been lied to by men
I been chated on by men
I been treated like crap by people
I been in love
I been in places no one wants to go
I been called names
I been in fights
I been beaten
I been almost *****
I been drunk
I been high
I been happy
I been sad  
I been close to people who walked away
I been through hell and still act like stuff dont faze me .

Words hurt but yet i do not feel
You see what you want to see not what i want you to see but yet i do not feel
You say so many things but yet i do not feel
I live as free as i want  but yet i do not feel
I go where i want but yet i do not feel
I want to learn and feel the warmth of the touch but yet  i do not feel
I lay down looking up at the stars wishing i could find the moon but yet i still do not feel
Maybe one day ill feel as free as the birds seem to be but until that day comes i will not feel

Tattoo girl part 2
Tattoos
New
Some old
Who cares
If I did I would cry
Not many could understand
Not my game
I try
But some wont understand
That's ok
I dont for your pleasure
I do for me
Do I look like I care
Some might say yea u do
But I don't
People could go on an on an I still wouldn't give a ****
Want to know why ?
Cause tattoos are art no need to say why
For those who a opinion
You can keep walking cause I dont care
I'm me I wont change
Just I got tattoo doesn't me the devil
I'm person
I'm mother
I'm daughter
I'm fiancee
I'm me
So *******

on this day you were born to make this world a better place
with the time we had i would change some of it to make us happier
sorry that didn't work out the way i planned it to
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children will stay and fight
i smile because i know you are all right
i'm sad because you are not here
i miss your laughs an miss your voices
my children you are the air i breathe
my children walk down lonely path
my children run away from this  life
my children will stay and fight
i miss you an love you
i wish to hold you
my children the air i that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from this life
my children stay and fight
people being jealous making our lives a wreck
taking the only thing i have left
i do not want you to cry
one day we see each other again
until that day i want you to know i love you an miss you an cant wait to hold you
my children the air that i breathe
my children walk down a lonely path
my children run away from  this life
my children will stay and fight.

Never thought
Never thought you would like me but you did
Never thought I would wanna but I did
Never thought I could but I did
Never thought of what world would say
Never thought this would actually work but it did
Never thought I be this happy but I am
Never though this way for a long time
But now that I have been what I never thought I'm glad I did
Now let's hope nothing ***** it up

Diabetes
Type 1 and 2
Feeling hungry
Feeling thirsty
Diabetes
Checking sugars
Sleeping
Diabetes
Comes with different emotions
Depression
Anxiety
Diabetes
High and lows
It’s a life long struggle
Diabetes
Doesn’t define who you are
There’s no cure maybe one day
Diabetes
Is what I have
And I say this I wish I didn’t
I’ll never be the same
Diabetes

Tina chesley ( Lombardo)

They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

To to to

Days to nights
Rain to sun
Leaves to snow
Sand to water
Hungry to food
Wake to sleep
Animal's  to human's
Fall to winter
Spring to summer
Love to death
Beautiful to ugly
Pink to blue
Time to still
Play to drink
Run to walk
Floor to walls
Money to poor
Sick to health
Trees to flowers
Paper to pen

I make no ******* sense
I feel things
I know things without knowing anything
I make no ******* sense
I talk an it comes true
I can tell an it comes true
I make no fuckimg sense
I'm loving
I'm caring
I'm not far away
I make no ******* sense
I see things in my dreams
Feels things in my dreams
I make no ******* sense
I write what I feel
I write what I see
I write to be free
Again I make no ******* sense
I'm kind soul
Sweet heart
***** when need be
I dont need a crowd to be free
Smoking trees
Drinking holy water
I make no ******* sense
Alone time
Walking free spirited
Thats is where I'll be
I make no ******* sense.

Plenty insanely

Crying all the time
Not knowing why
Counting times
Dressing a rise
Mind racing all the time
Wondering why
Killing time
Playing
Fighting
Crazy
******
Weapons
Head not right
Cant understand why
Plenty insanely before you die

Poem by me
In my  dreams you were there and that makes happy
In my  dreams we were laughing
In my dreams nothing could hurt us
But when I'm a wake I cry I think I wonder I cut
I miss you like you were never mine
I just wish I could make you see
Why do you make me feel this way
I never wanted to feel this way
But something about you makes me wanna find out
I could dream of you all day but still ask why
I wish I could make you see but that will never be but you have eyes for ones who dont see
But I'll dream of you every time
They say when you dream of someone they miss you
I want to hold you
I want to feel you
I want to lay with you
I want to talk to you
Dreams do come true
I wish I had that luck but not me all I can do is dream

A  kiss can say so much
A kiss can  say i love you
A kiss can say i get lost when your around
A kiss  can say i am here
A kiss can say time to move on

K  is for kind soul
I is for innersoul
S is for soul looking for another soul
S is for seeking words to say

When I'm gone

I'll be free
I'll be where need be
I'll stay near by
I'll watch every move you make
I'll be the trees
I'll be the water
I'll be the animals
I'll be the moon
I'll be the starts
I'll be the sun
I'll be the love
I'll be the hate
I'll be the wind
I'll be the rain
I'll be the dirt
I'll be the clouds
I'll be the feathers
I'll be the voice you hear
I'll be in your dreams
I'll be in your soul
I'll be free
When I am gone

IF I WERE IN CHARGE THE WROLD
if I were in charge of the world
I'd cancel homeless
I'd cancel hungriness'
I'd even cancel ****
if I were in charge of the world
there would be money every where
there would happiness around the world
there would even be free food every day
if I were in charge of the world
you wouldn't have to steal to survive
you wouldn't have to died
you wouldn't have to cry all the time or wonder why
if I were in charge of the world
a person who is loved
and sometimes tries
would still be allowed to be in charge of the world

That day I got you I was filled with joy an happiness
Loved how you purred
Loved how you meow
Loved how you listen to me
Loved how you always treated me with kindness
You will always be my sweet little Bella bear
And will always miss you
Even though you are not human just a pet
But to me you will always be my friend.
Love you Bella
R.i p.

Here comes the bride all dress in pink
sweating like a pig
standing , waiting  for her to arrive
Feeling
Happy
Joyful
Loveable
Nervous
Say the words
I love you
sharing with the family ,friends
Hug
Kiss
Dance
Smile
Picture
Video
Forever until the end

your face
your hands
your feet
your smile
your laugh
your crying
your whining
your coughing
your playing
your heart
your love
your voice
all this i mi the most you will one day know
why but all in good time
your perfect to me
your perfect as can be
i wouldn't trade none of you
even thou i want to cry
even thou i want  to die
i will always be here waiting for you to arrive.

The wind blowing is you saying i'm here
The rain is you crying
The sun shining is you saying I am happy
The clouds is you saying I m sad
The flower is you saying i miss you
The birds is you saying hi
The butterflies is you saying I m always here
The trees is you saying you are never alone
The feather is you saying  I was here

Love= happiness
Time= long
Keep= smiling
Pain= lost
Smile=beautiful
Remember= people
Fear=sad, anixey
Dreams=hold on to
Touch= to have and to hold
Kiss= married
Hurt= feeling
Wonder=thinking
Sea= mermaid
Speak= talking,listening
Alive= lived
Apart= wishing
Happiness= love
Listen= hearing
Big= heart
Coming= going
Laugh= faith,hope
Wake= dreams
Eye= tell a story
Chest= treasure
Fell= head over heels
Story= life
Human= everyone
Walls= down
Boy= girl

Tell me
Tell me why you like me?
Tell me why you need me?
Tell me I belong here?
Tell me you talk to me?
Tell me why I need to be here?
Tell me why I cry at night?
Tell me why I feel so alone?
Tell me why you can't see me?
Tell me why life hates me?
Tell me tell me tell me
Tell me just tell me why ?
I know you know the answers I seek
You are with me aren't you ?

YOU DON'T KNOW ME
You don't know the things I know
You don't know the way I think
You don't know the way I feel
You don't know how I deal
You don't know how I care
You don't know how I swear
You don't know how I love
You don't know how I feel
You don't know how I talk
You don't know how I walk
You don't know the pain I feel
You don't know cause you don't care
You don't know how I trust
You don't know how I burst into tears
You don't know I fight to stay a live
You don't know that's is why i'm me and you are you.

Tina lombardo

forward backwards
I 'am a sad
and I refused to believe that
happy
I realize this may be a shock, but
I know is a lie
I want to die
In 30 years, I will tell my children that
I have my priorities straight because
depressed
is more important than
happiness
I tell you this
once upon a time
happy
but this will not be true in my era
people dyeing
experts tell me
I'm over weight
I do not conclude that
joy
In the future,
death
no longer cant it be said that
happiness
it will be evident that
hate
It is foolish to presume that
god.
reverse poem

WHO I AM

Tina Lombardo first
I was born 1982
I was young child
I was teenager
I am
Daughter
Iam
Granddaughter
I am
Sister
I am
Aunt
I am
Mother
I am
Smart
I am
Wise
I am
Nice
I am
Happy
I am
Beautiful
I am
Tina Chesley second
I am poet
I am
Photographer
I am
Pink
I am
Me

life
this life is pink walked it, run it
it starts with poetry in mind wake up are for it
full of love and despair
This life is a poetry holding it, talking it
it starts with a word wake up and time it
life is a gamble take it head on and survive
full of money and wasted time
This life a quick standing it, wanting it
it starts though wake and drive it
life is a story take it head on and climb
full of life and groth

You had me feeling liked you cared
You had me feeling like I was wanted
You had me feeling like I could count on you
You had me feeling like your not like the rest
You had me feeling like I go to when I needed to
You had me feeling like you always be there
You had me feeling like I was special
Now all I feel is nothing
Now all I feel is sadness
Now all I feel is madness
Now all I feel cryness
Now all I feel is craziness
Now all I feel is numbness
Now all I feel is dumbness
Now all I feel is nothingness

Nights are dark
Lips long to touch
Hearts pounding
Waiting watching
Tines goes by playing music
Leaves a moment on your heart
Apart of the time just minutes away feels like nights of dark

Woman cry part 2

Look for love though you found it
But all you got was pain
Look for love they might make u think I'm right here
You think  that's what you need
How do you know
Cause right now all you is what ur said
Y0u wanna cry but no tears fall down
You sit and wonder why me
Y0u can't help but wonder why
I took the blame
I took the name calling
I took the love
Took the beating
Was right
Right?
Nope it wasn't cuz if did I wouldn't he left wondering
Why did I love you
Why did I care
Cause I think I should
But time went on
I found new love
Not what I need it
Time over time
I did
But God took you
I was lost
Though I couldn't go on
But God bought you to me
I couldn't let go
You make me feel loved
You make me feel safe
You make me promise
You make me feel protect
You make me feel...
All I know is might have found when sad
But your all i need
An i wont let you go
I love you

i dare you to know me
i dare you to talk to me
i dare you to like me
i dare you to tell me your secrets
i dare you to hold me
i dare you to show me the world
i dare  i double dare you to be yourself
truth why

old poem I wrote
April 10, 2019 ·
They say time heals all wounds
They say love will come when your not looking for it
They say when you dream about someone they are thinking of you
They say when you cant sleep its cause someone else is dreaming of you
They say take pills to hide your pain
They say talk to someone when feeling down
They say imagine the world would he better place if everyone got a long
They say no one is prefect
They say alot of things in this world
But they never say how hard it will be before the good comes along
So love what you have before it's gone

on a summer day
the weather was hot and bit of a breeze was blowing
sally sue was outside in her bare feet wearing her favorite pair of pink shoes
standing under the apple trees with the sky a clear blue

ove my Italian Queen...
that makes me feel like life is so serine...
makes me feel like a teen...
makes me feel like life is but a dream.

eyes dont lie
eyes dont cry
eyes don't wonder
eyes don't talk
eyes don't count
eyes dont love
eyes don't smile
eyes don't fight
eyes dont hope
eyes dont hurt
eyes dont forgive
eyes don't fear
eyes dont feel
everything i just said was a lie
eyes tell lost
its your mind that drives you nuts.

VS

Days vs nights
Happy vs sad
Glad vs mad
Beautiful vs ugly
Rich vs poor
Sunny vs rainy
Awake vs sleep
Loved vs alone
Run vs walk
Pink vs purple
Flowers vs seeds
Mountains vs hills
Grass vs sand
Dog vs cats
Life vs dealth
Light vs dark
Hot vs cold
Summer vs spring
Winter vs fall
Movies vs TV
Music vs headphones
Money vs change
Stand vs sit
Nature vs wild
Animals vs humans
Bus vs car
Drinking vs drunk
Smoking vs high
Hurt vs pain
Pictures vs memories
Time vs watch

IF I WERE TO CHANGE THE WORLD
if I were to change the world
I'd cancel ****
I'd cancel homeless
I'd cancel lies
I'd even cancel racist
if i were to change the world
there would be homes for the homeless
there would be money for everyone
there would free health care around the world
if i were to change the world
you wouldn't have negative
you wouldn't have bullying
you wouldn't have death
you wouldn't even have loneliness
if i were to change the world
a person who cares
and sometimes cries
would still be allowed to be to change the world

Pretty face
Pretty nails
Damage heart
Damage control
Abused legs
Black eyes
River to cry
Laying on the floor wishing to die
A false hope
Sale your pride
These could be reasons to cry
Take a ride
No one believed
Trust is gone
Now these are reasons to cry
Got back up
Fight it off
Stay for sleep
Counting on alone time
Child wise
Say goodbye
Loving what
Again reasons to cry
Let it all out for this time
I cant tell you why
A genital wave passing by
Heat a rise

Night dark and no light to be seen
Night light when your looking for trees
Night wind blows slow so you can hear voice of all the love ones who passed over the years
Night  demons like to come out to play
Night keeps ppl up
Night puts ppl to sleep
Night lovers come together
Night friends run free
Night does not want to hold you down
Night is beautiful

Tina lombardo

very day that passes...
every second...
every minute...
every moment...
no matter how green the grass is...
or how much snow passes...

You are alive when I am awake...
I can't remember the last night that you were not in my dreams....
You are everything to me.

Thank you for your love...
mine for you is everlasting.