I wish that i didn't have a heart love you
But i played a part in breaking you down
Gave you that permanent frown
Left you on a permanent down
Promised you a wedding gown
But i just left town
On my own i sit here
Thinking of you
Who i hurt ever so much
Clutching at what i have left
why are you still so kind
After all i left you behind
All i am good at is whining
And hiding in my mind
Crying in the dark
Listening to the nightlark
With you i feel a spark
As sure as dogs bark
She loves me
And i owe her
I need to show her
I care
So i sit here and stare
Into the darkness
Feeling heartless
Looking for inspiration
Devastation is all i feel
When i read my writings
fighting my depression
What is your impression of me
Me he who bleeds from his wrists
The Mascot of Pain
once again i ruined someones life but i am back to save you
I will be there hero you dont want but need
Without you i wouldn't even be writing this