Slowly in comfort
is the ideal depletion

Serotonin state of wonder
pointlessly increasing

Pleasantly dreamy
Hearth fire warming

Asleep and unaware
a life without warning

Preferably
But not for me
Bring it all on I wanna see
I wanna live I wanna reach
I got no time for indifferent sleep

i stopped asking
why you hurt me
and started asking
why i let you

if there was a word
other than
goodbye
that meant
choosing myself instead of you

i would have used it