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Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
˙uʍoɹɟ ʇsnɾ ʎǝɥʇ ʇnq ǝldoǝd ʇɐ ʞool I
'uʍop ǝpᴉsdn ƃuᴉuɹnʇ sᴉ plɹoʍ ʎW
Orion Lesneski Jan 2020
My Hunger,
My Cravings,
I'm trying my best,
But the after effects,
Are hurting me,
My mind is thinking on its own,
I don't have control,
Of my own life anymore,
I try but I fail,
Every withdrawal,
Is making me fall.
Orion Lesneski May 2019
Their in my head,
Can’t get them out,
Headaches all day.

Happens four times a week,
Wish they would go away,
And just become weak.
Orion Lesneski Nov 2019
Never before have I felt so weak,
You make me fall to my knees,
Could this be a disease?
Orion Lesneski Nov 2019
No matter how hard I try,
Or how many times I cry,
I always want to die.
Why
Orion Lesneski Jun 2020
Why
Why is it when i get close to someone they always turn on me in the end? Am i not worth it to them? Am i just a side toy to them or something? I cry myself to sleep knowing you treated me as such😭... it hurt knowing that you used me. Why am i such a failure?😩😩😭😩
Why
Orion Lesneski Apr 2020
Why
I'm ****** up,
Hated,
On Pro B,
Faded,
My life,
Dated.
For anyone who don't know my version of Pro B is probation not the oral feminine stuff
Why
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Why
I don't know why you still do,
After all I put you through,
I made you go blue,
I have no clue,
Why you still do.
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
Pick me up,
And open my cover,
But be careful,
Cause I might crumble,
Read my fine print,
Just don’t mock the way I am,
I’ve been through alot since then,
Drugs,
Fights,
Heart breaks,
And more,
Are all the things you’ll find,
In my novel.
You
Orion Lesneski Dec 2019
You
You think I’m a fool,
Just because you're so cool,
Then I’m not for you.

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