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mother I've been wanting to die,
I've tried.
i cant live with the fact that inside
my mind
there's no brightness left to shine.
I'm fine?
I lie because you've never seemed to care,
that's fair
you've dealt with more than I've had.
you're sad
I get it, but I still feel this way.
okay?
idk my mom likes to yell at me saying that she's had to deal with more than I've had and that I shouldn't be feeling stressed out or depressed when she has it worse. its not my fault that I feel this way and she should know since she's studying psychology