i miss vicodin
the warm hug it gave my organs
the way it would make my brain unravel
it almost gave the ability to make any surface plush

another sleepless night
muddled heart,
muddled mind.

i'm losing myself and
it's all your fault

i don't care about
anything else just
fall
in love with me already

i can't
take
it
anymore

Our minds write
in two
differet genres
but darling,
let's make a
masterpiece.

If suffering is happiness
and tears are love
I am devotion itself
break me
I’ll pen thank you notes in blood

And so I dig a shallow grave
for the fairytale castles
All of a love that never was,
laid softly in the earth

When the night sky expands in front of you until the stars are out of reach,

And the weight of the darkness holds you still…

You’re trapped looking at the beauty you are aching to touch,

But Knowing you never will.