The day you left.
Her deepest thoughts.
Began suffocating.

She lost track.
Of her beauty sleep.
Telling the stars.
About you.

It circulates through me.
Like the blood in my body.
Jaw clenches.
And I can't think straight.
Heat spreads through me.
Like wildfire.
Veins tighten.
And I keep thinking about the mistakes I've made.
It fills me to the core.
This anger that I feel.
My body wants it no more.

The huge weight pulls me under.

To the deepest part of the ocean of brokenness.

No one there to save me.

While I'm drowning in my thoughts.

But then again!

It's just the beginning.

She is scared of what.
The future holds.
Still she can't turn back.
When she has been.
Traumatized by the past.

Her mind grabs her thoughts.
By the throat.
Strangling them.
Wanting her to get.
A good night's sleep.

Writing  makes her happy.
When the pen.
Feels her pain.
And the paper.
Understands her words.