This was supposed to be fun
but now it's hard to say
We fight every single day
We didn't have much friendship to begin with
So now it's hard to live with the constant feeling like
I'm doing something wrong. I stay in one place. You told me you moved on.
I started to like you to tell you the truth
Then you shot me down, rejection painted me as the clown
So I tried to move on
Started another connection, because I thought all you saw me as was someone to relieve your *******
Then you got angry, and confusing word had been said
I don't understand what going on in your head
Why did we start being beni-friends?
If you liked me,then you should have just said it
If you don't want me around whose gonna regret it
If you want to find someone new, stop bringing me around like your favorite old pair of shoes
I'm getting confused
And my emotions feel abused
What do you want from me?
And yes, i'm asking you to choose.

He caresses my cheek softly with his lips
His hands are tracing my hips
He leans closer to bask in my scent
His body is close, my head is bent
He kisses my forehead ever so soft
His bed is roughly the size of this loft
He holds me tight
His mouth whispers "good- night"
He hugs me like in a move scene
He's my King and I'm His Queen

I want to go to bed
But things race into my head
While the dog sleeping next to me sleeps like the dead

Help.

Why am I still up?
The sun has not yet aroused
The morning dew still lays upon the ground
The crisp cool air still innocent of the days trifle
And life has yet to stifle
As I look around this morn
I cannot help but feel a scorn
For the sun gets to greet the day with warmth that I can never have
But that warmth makes me very glad
Still I wonder about my luck
And ask again
Why am I up?