Minuscule Ego

Apr 2015

Emma

My family and friends
Call me a grandma
Because I normally am asleep by 9
At the latest

But when my mind
Cant stop thinking
About you
And I have this stupid smile
Stuck on my face
From your jokes and
Telling me about all the things
I should stay alive for

My head just won't let me sleep
Because it's too busy
Trying to figure out how I got
So lucky.

-e.w.

Apr 2015

DaRk IcE

Lost about you

I always wished upon the brightest star in the sky that you would wise up and properly try. I gave my all and you stood there and watched me fall. You were always the only fish in my pond, sadly you played your magic and casted me out with your wand. Left to survive in cold, still blackness, my world became complete madness. Barely remembering my own reflection, I'm in the race, but sorely losing the election. I havent anymore tricks up my sleeve, all that's left is for me to pack up and leave. I will think of you every minute of the day, while you will probably be out entertaining some Goddess and having it your way.

#alone #lost #left #rejected

Minuscule Ego Apr 2015

Broken wish

My beloved, I dreamt a dream,
A bright silhouette, a perfect gleam,
My name, I heard you scream,
That deafening pitch, aroused me of my heavenly dream,
You kept sending out those booming invocation,
As an unwanted solo, it captured my attention,
It aroused those never ending intentions,
And left me with an unending lamentation,

I've loved you long enough,
Constantly watched from afar,
Knowing you were off limits,
I've loved you in secret,
It hasn't been that small,
I just couldn't dream it,
I had to tell it,
I'm not ashamed to admit it,

You were everything I ever wanted,
Those times together in a pack,
Left me with that increasing spark,
I fell for you much like a sack,
But you did for him in just a blink,
He stood taller, you felt bigger,
It made me stronger.

I bowed at night
Longing for a glow of light
A spark to lead me to you
But you turned the other way
Took a step away,
Cast out our salvation
Blamed me for the situation,
Then broke our association,
You just couldn't see beyond the imperfection,
My damnation.

I became heart broken,
It left me wary and marred
Those hidden tears, I give as a token,
I'd fell for you in a minute
You shattered that in just a second
How I wished you could see me now?
Those ***** dreams are over
I'm all sober

But you still captured my mind
Your spark I've still intend to find
My daily measures of you are real
They are not those reflected in the mirrors
Or those of your faithless minions
It's far countless for their opinions,

You are all I've ever desire
My love for you has never expired
Time must've skipped fast
But it never did pass
Your memories still last
I've loved you 'til forever
For as long as I can remember
I just wish you dreamt it too.

#love #tears #betrayal #hurt #wishes #mistakes

Minuscule Ego Mar 2015

Lyrical James: Part Two (The END)

Lyrical James,
Lyrical James,
So down to the nip,
Consumed to the tip,
His world ripped apart
Thus, shattering his heart.
Life can be mystical,
His image had been lyrical,
Successful in each pace,
Unique and ace,
It fell right in place.

Lyrical James,
Typical James,
Those devious games,
Left him displaced,
He felt so misplaced,
Far below grime,
He'd wished for a swing in time,
Where he'll be strong again,
When his merited cause was tall and plain,
Those lost days, he aches to regain.

Lyrical James,
Elegiacal James,
Again he sees her from a distance
He blew for a glance,
All he got was bounce,
Plus meaningful pounce,
Those festal days are long gone,
He was now all alone.

Lyrical James
Mystical James,
He follows the box,
From sunrise 'til sunset,
Again he sees her smile,
So near, yet an unreachable mile,
Success she possesses
Enrichment she precedes,
His lyrical companion,
Now stands as a champion,
Thus deadly like a scorpion,
The dominion of the Eves,
Em devilish mimics angels, thieves…..

Lyrical James,
Beloved James,
The years whisk by,
His valiant bravery,
Now rested in a grave,
'Til sleep, he loved.

Minuscule Ego Mar 2015

Lyrical James

Lyrical James,
Lyrical James,
He thought he and Anna were a team,
A bond so tame,
It never required a name.
She was his dame,
And He, her aim,
A relation so natural,
Never at all brutal,
They rose from the same vine,
And fell in the same line,
Together they rest fine.
With his crimson flush,
And her infinite blush,
They may the perfect hush……
Lyrical James,
Troubled James,
so frustrated and passed out,
His dream world has caved in.
That dreadful loss
Of someone so just,
Broke his trust,
Her name, they mention,
That height...the long vision,
Now lies with an unsound notion.
He’s being dealt with,
Where are his wits?
Could he summon them now?
He’d wished for a heavenly dew,
A shadow, where he could bask and reason,
To seek a better lesson,
For the coming seasons,
His curse, he now sees as a blessing.

Minuscule Ego Mar 2015

My lonely love

Why are you always afraid?
Too mute and alarmed,
Too wary to let out your enrage mind.
I understand,
You are fragile,
Too delicate for the world,
But I love you,
Loved you,
Always will,
I will always be your tilt,
To shield you from the stings of the earth.
Ours is not a common math,
Nor is it a general physics,
It's more like a chemistry,
For it has always been high,
Always on a smooth rate,
I've always being a cool mate,
Yet, too ***** to be claimed.
But I have a good heart,
It's my character that gets me out of bed,
Commitment that puts me into action,
Discipline that enables me to follow through,
People ought to applause my name,
I see no reason to hate fame,
My dreams are all globe,
Even though each is built on a narrow scope.
Since my voyage,
There's been a withheld rage,
I've changed,
You need to adjust,
You know I’m canny to trust,
It's not a must,
But I believe we need to halt,
We are going way too fast,
Life isn't all about us,
I’m pinned down,
You need to grow up,
It would be best if we part,
But I can never break your heart.
I wouldn't say it's a failure,
It's more like a lecture,
One, we both failed.
Lately, I don't see you much,
Seeing you blue makes me breaks
My passion awakens,
I'm reminded,
My undying feeling reveals,
Those uncertain thoughts,
I’m in a tight spot,
You've always been my lonely love,
I've murdered our love,
Squeezed you in a cove,
Left you bleeding for love,
For that, I’m sorry,
I’m always sorry,
I’m indeed phony,
There's no need to pursue agony,
Those mistakes are done for
I love you,
I've always loved you,
It's just a blow,
Let it be our wow,
Let's curled up in a 69,
Perhaps in a sauna,
Or maybe the toilet seat,
I guess that's your favorite,
It rest in my memory,
I've always been your armory,
My love for you is undying,
Let me your Lion,
And you my icon,
There's no need to part,
You are always a part of me,
A piece I cannot shave off,
This foreplay thing is tiring,
I am not a king,
Neither a true prince
So see me not as Prince,
Rather Tony Stark,
And you: My Kitty,
We were mean to be,
You are my lonely love.

a letter to someone dear