You'll wake up sleepy in your bed,
You'll get up and wash your head.

You'll see my text on your phone,
I hope you'll wonder why I'm gone.

You'll get ready to go to school,
You'll see there an empty desk and stool.

Two or three days will pass,
Rumours will start spreading in our class...

My parents will come and say,
It was a tragedy that i passed away...

You'll come to my funeral, I hope you'll be brave,
As you watch them pray on an empty grave.

Only you knew that i disappeared that night...
Underneath the crimson moonlight...

So behind the shadows I'll watch you cry,
When you'll weep in my memory under the azure blue sky...

I will hope that you'll forget me and move on,
But i will cherish your memory and live on...

They'll forget my name in a day or two,
They've done this, before me too...

A town without me a blissful place,
In which my existence was erased...

With a smile
I fall "in love"
once again

With a smile
I get rejected
once again

With a smile
I  start
to go insane

With a smile
I scream
at the thoughts in my brain

With a smile
I hide
all the signs of my pain

With a smile
I reach out
for help in  vain

With a smile
I live
with nothing to gain

With a smile
I put
a bullet in my brain