Its always out of my reach,
and it just slips right out of my clumsy hands.
Its sweet as a peach,
but rare as a someone who actually understands.

Everyone's life goal is to die happy,
but there isn't anyone who can die without regrets.
Will life ever not be ******,
maybe when everyone has a good mindsets.

It will be when pigs fly,
when I wont be full of sadness.
It seems like some people don't have to try,
to be full of happiness.

But then again.... everyone has their personalized masks.

So numb.
So dumb.
> Btch
> Fg
> Pig
So weak.
So bleak.
> Hre
> Mental
> Fcker
So annoying.
So disappointing.

When these waves come crashing down,
I cant stand.
When the darkness fills the air,
I cant see.
When I go numb because of you,
I cant feel.
When the people are too loud,
I cant hear.
When I am crying,
I cant breathe.

When your around...
I just cant do anything....

People always tell me,
that people love me.
People always tell me,
that people care for me.
People always tell me,
that they will love me....
..... no. matter. what.....

Lies
Lies
Lies

I cant tell you,
I cant tell you me.
I cant tell you,
who I am.

Lies
Lies
Lies

If you knew me, you would hate me.

So stop telling me you will love me no. matter. what.

Cause you wont....

I miss you
The old you
The happy you
The laughing you
The fun you
The smiling you
The you...
That I loved...
That's the you I miss.

Take me
Take all of me
Because your more than me
More worth then me
I love you but not me
Because you use me
And you make a perfect me
But sadly your me
Isn't my me
Or maybe it is me
Who is me?

Your so selfish!
How could you leave me!
Why am I the one being punished?
How dare you do that on that tree...
The one that held your cold body.
The one that witnessed your last exhale.
The one that was in the eyes of somebody.
Somebody that immediately turned pale.
Their stomach dropped,
and tears filled their eyes.
They broke down.
To the ground.
And shivered as the false hope left their body.
Your so selfish.
What about me....
How dare you.