Sorry, Ben
It's definitely your fault
You don't know what your talking about at all
And shame those who disagree
You never cited a single ******* source
Never made a single descent point
Just say "Biology" over and over
Then deny you have caused these kids to die
Sorry, Ben
Your so ignorant it hurts

I don't care how I'm supposed to do this
There really shouldn't be a formula for creativity
Say what you want
Without limits

Everything seems so foreign
There is so much **** that I willing put myself through
It's just dawned on me that I have a self-destructive personality
When does it stop?
Does it stop?
Please
Let this pain evaporate

What am I supposed to say?
You messed me up pretty badly
And now you want to talk again
I'm sorry, I just don't understand

She told me it was the right thing to do
I trust her
She wouldn't lie to me
She's the only one who understands me
She would never try to hurt me
I guess I will participate
She's so perfect
In my eyes

I'm terrified of what comes next
It could be a kiss from a goddess
Or the devil's *******
This is the end
Isn't it
Maybe I should give up
Or run away
I can feel myself slipping
Into a void of ****

I thought it couldn't happen
But it's slapping me in the face
The mirror and me
We just don't get along
It's just a reminder
That I'm not who I am
Whatever that means