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Oct 2014 Luna Montez

Change

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

Jackeline Chacon

Change

I was always called a pig
I was always seen so fat
I was always feeling ugly
I was this and I was that

I was always called chubby
I was always seen strange
I was always throwing up
To hope a sudden change

I was always called a loser
I was always so depressed
I was always starving bad
My thoughts so obsessed

I was always called a baby
I was always called a fake
I was an attention seeker
Family help was a mistake

I was always called skinny
I was always seen so thin
I was called beautiful after
Did I lose?. Or did I win?.

#poem #girl #eating #disorder #anorexia #bulimia #ed #anorexic #pretty

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

From my depressed days.

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

Daniel Berg

From my depressed days.

I just want to disappear,

Take me somewhere far from here,

Show you all my side of fear,

In fact go grab me some ******* beer,

Time to forget about my pain,

Forget my troubles , pickle my brain.

Travel somewhere on a train,

Beat an old man with his cane,

I'm just kidding about the violence,

Couldn't stand the loud *** silence,

Now I'm not pointing the blame ,

I don't need help carrying this shame ,

Back to the beginning of this,

Blink my eyes then take a ****,

Try to find a girl to kiss ,

Find my self lost in bliss,

O wait, I forgot I'm drunk,

Just another loser flunk,

I just want to disappear ,

Take me some place far from here.

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

Alone.

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

Nameless

Alone.

I wish i could be talented or pretty.

To be noticed, not rejected.

All I've ever been is that loser who sits by herself.

The girl who never fit in.

Sure,maybe in my pictures I'm smiling,

But did you ever stop to think that this smile might not be real?

Did you ever think it was possible to look like everything's going for you,

But on the inside, nothings right?

All i really am is this empty shell who walks around looking lively, but feeling lifeless.

I know there's more of you out there.

Maybe we understand each other to a certain extent,

But we're all fighting are own battles.

We are all alone.

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

Insecurity

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

Liz Turner

Insecurity

Looking in the mirror,
I don’t know what I see
A girl,
But is it really me?

All I see is
Weight that needs to be lost
And a face that needs to be washed

Maybe they’re right,
Maybe I am a loser
Seeing my beautiful side
Is just a blur

Something about me,
Just doesn’t feel right,
It’s like in my own skin,
It feels tight

But I’m just a girl,
There is no cure,
To make me not
Be Insecure

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

Self-ish

Oct 2014 Luna Montez

LonelyPoet

Self-ish

I want to be selfish for once, to get drunk from my needs
and soak on my wants. To get high from My Love and
wrapped up on my life.

I want to be greedy at last, to drown on self love and
asphyxiate on my laughs. To be exhausted from my
joys and depleted from good vibes.

I want to be narrow minded tonight, to feel voiceless
from speaking up and drained for being who I am.

I need to be ego centered and obliterate all my flaws,
to eliminate all the stares and feel I'm above them all.
It's time to be selfish and begin to live for me, they all
have their lives on play while mine's stuck on repeat.