Forgive the scars on my legs, arms and knees,
Mistake them for the joys of childhood and take them as nothing but scratches.
Forget the blood on my hands,
Mistake it for my fall that must have happened because I was clumsy, not dizzy.
Forgive my uncovered bones,
Mistake them for my genes and not the food I never eat.
Forget the skeletons I hide,
Mistake them for a trick of the light that hardly shines into my room through my old curtains.
Forgive my tired eyes,
Mistake the sleeplessness for eagerness of the next day, keeping my thoughts alive throughout the night.
I shall remind you of this every day.
But I beg of you, my friend.
Notice of my fresh scars,
Don't take them as nothing.
Remember the new blood,
Don't leave me to help myself up.
Notice my ever present ribs,
Don't let me push away my plate again.
Remember those ***** skeletons,
Don't allow me to hide what hurts me so terribly.
Notice my teary, tired eyes,
Don't smile and pretend you don't notice how much I've cried last night.
I know you're scared, my friend.
Of saying the wrong thing.
But anything is better than nothing, my friend.
Please.
I need someone to help me.
I had yet another bad day in a series of bad weeks, but I'm sure it'll be different tomorrow.